I love her.
I love her so much that i can't sense my own existant,
it feels that i'm living just for her; i think i am living just for her.
i exist because of her.
i won't wanna let her down, never will let her down.

yes, the her is non other than my baby.



just got back from setting up of suntec bazaar.
more than 16 hours of work, how tiring can this be.
although it feel quite torturing, cause i was having very bad backache and terrible headache.
but still... it was quite fun. (:
carrying of cartons, labeling of price for apparels(many many cartons of apparels).
getting dirty, i mean super dirty.
sneezed an infinity times all thanks to the dust.
drank many many green teas and smoke lots and lots of ciggies.
visiting basement dirty toilet many many times(the toilet stinks like it hasn't been washed for a million years)




i miss my bay ):

i just realised something today during closing,
Bani is actually fatter then me! whoa...
although his 'breast' is smaller then mine, but it's so big for a guy.
i think he needs nipple tape.
while trying on to some new arrivals, i don't know he excited with what lah huh.
he actually used scotch tape to act as nipple tape, i can tell you it's useless please!
my god.

work has been going fine for me.
this guy from wingtai is joining my team next week, as a SSA.
i'm quite scared actually,
maybe i really never work as hard as i thought i would.
i wanna get promoted so badly, for the $$$.
it's not that much, but it's still money. duh~
and i wanna give bay good life, so i need more $$$$. (:

alrights, off to youtube.

baby, i will still wanna love you more. Much much more....

/later

today is a fucking suay day,
i got caught for throwing cigg butt again.
3rd time please. GRRRR!!!
SUPER BAD MOOD!!!!!!!!!!


well,
i've been feeling so emotionally unstable these few days.
i've totally got no idea why is it so.

maybe...
1stly, i've lost a number of important people.
2ndly.............. i don't know.

the fear that i've always felt has come back again,
the fear of losing.
there's so many decisions that had been made,
i wasn't even being informed at all, maybe i'm the last to know.
the feeling suck,
suck big time.

aiya,
whatever lah.


super no mood now,
i can kill YOU now if you provoke me.


im gonna CS.




/later

Our genting trip was great! (:

had so much fun.

look how lovely this girlie is, loves. (:

next trip?

yes yes, next month. (:

what will i be without you baby.

/later

i seriously honestly sincerely think that my blog can't be seen.
but who cares.
haven't been logging into blogger for such a long time,
the last time i logged in it gave me so much problems.
you can see me, you can see me NOT!
whatever....

i can't wait for our upcoming trip to genting!
(:
baby look so sososososososososoosososososo gorgeous when we'er purchasing our tix.
OPS!
i don't mean she's not now,
but when someone's happy they will look extremely gorgeous,
ain't i right?
hor baby? (:

alrights,
time to work.

i think i'm addicted to CS again,
no more 1.6, it's Condition Zero now.


/later