Sunday, April 24, 2005 @ 1:47 PM

I'm happy with us now, i want us to be the best.


I've seen friends around us,
having so much problem in their relationship; and i'm still seeing.
I'm glad we chose to work things out and not end this wonderful love.
I'm blessed with such a blissful love, a gorgeous and lovely girlfriend.
WHOAAA. I LOVE YOU MY SILLY PAN!


Thursday, April 21, 2005 @ 8:07 AM

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms


Sunday, April 17, 2005 @ 4:55 PM

darls out to see windows for her new house.
me stucked at home for the 1st half of the day,
and now going to get ready to get to work.

we've got our very own blog,
but somehow still under construction,
when it's done will inform.

i'm beginning to feel bad,
no idea why.
i guess i've been neglecting her and myelf alot.
i haven't been thinking properly these few days.
anger always take over everything.
grrr.


i miss darls. ))):



i hope we'll be better.


Sunday, April 10, 2005 @ 11:28 AM

stupid kane,
i wait for you till my legs are all numb!!


recap;


towned with darls yesterday,
supposed to have movie marathon but in the end,
we ended up watching NONE. grr.

i gave her the last country pie i owed her; paragon coffee club.
ben met up with us while she waits for bernice.

oh,
had a quarrel with darls again.
just like the day before,
but not as worse.
we fought,
but not that violent.
i'm sorry for shouting at you.


bernice reached town along with her friend.(i don't know her name)
all of us walked to the place behind somerset mrt along with bernice's friend's boyfriend.
me and ben was enjoying ourselves playing around like some 3 year old kid,
3 of the girls sneaked off to hide.
=/
made me and ben paniced like hell,
kept calling but their off their phone silent.grrr.
but still, in the end we found them!
and i scared them with a sound of click of my phone.
lols.
funny.


headed to cine,
wanted to go have ice cream,
but in the end had only drink and pasta.


me and darls somehow ran to taka to find cake for her mum but closed.
so we cabbed and rushed down to TPY central to get, the bloody uncle stopped at the wrong place, made me and darls ran like hell.
and i didn't wannna run fast cause i was feeling damn uncomfortable.(she knows)
she pulled me and i nearly tumble.

met kane and aileen at kane's house downstairs.
just nice they wanna cab to pasir ris,
we shared cab with them and send darls back.
trained back with ben and ak.

so happy to see ak man,
so bloody long never see her already.
whey akieee,
catching up soon HOR!!
with ah bu. =D



now i'm off to get ready to go out and meet kane.
going to town to pick darl's patrick up. (((((:
she was really unhappy yesterday that we couldn't get him.
stupid shop doesn't sell the last 2 display piece.

i guess she's still sleeping.







/poofs.


Saturday, April 09, 2005 @ 11:50 AM

yesterday was a bad day,
or rather not that bad afterall.

we quarrelled and we fought.
sorry for the bruises left on ya hand.
she threw the ring on the floor,
thought that will be the end already.
but i followed her at the back.
and everything went fine.

caught "The Pacifier".
nice! i like. ((:


just had my lunch,
going off to fetch the pan then off to town.
i want a movie marathon today!







ilovemypan ((((:


Thursday, April 07, 2005 @ 12:42 PM

i read this from a book, and i think it's rather true.
what exactly is love about?

love is,

1)Being happy for the other person when they are happy.

2)Being sad for the person when they are sad.

3)Being together in good times and being together in the bad times.


Love is the source of strength


4)Being honest with yourself at all times.

5)Being honest with the other party at all times.

6)Telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending.


Love is the source of reality.


7)An understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other party.

8)Accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else.


Love is the source of unity.



9)The freedom to pursue ya own desires while sharing your experiences with the other party.


10)The growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual.


Love is the source of success.


11)The excitement of planning things together and doing things together.


love is the source of future.


12)The fury of storm, the calm in the rainbow.

Love is the source of passion.


13)giving and taking in a daily situation.


14)Being patient with each other's needs and desires.


Love is source of sharing.


15)Knowing that the other person will always be with you regardless of what happens.


16)Missing the other party when they are away but remanining near in heart at all times.



Love is the source of security;
Love is the source of life.



and you are my life,
and i wanna share the kind of love with you,

happy 7th monthsary!

i'm glad we've made it till today,
and we're gonna make it through all rain and storm; till eternity we'll be.
i love you. ((((((:


Wednesday, April 06, 2005 @ 12:26 PM

you set my soul on fire, that's why i know you're my heart's only desire. Here i am, signed, sealed, delivered, i'm yours.




gonna get her spongecake,
and then off to fetch her from school. (((:






.1moreday


Tuesday, April 05, 2005 @ 8:56 PM

I LOVE MY PAN!


@ 7:16 PM

fetch her from school today.

oh,
and george asked me back.
no need consider,
i don't wanna go back there anymore.


went airport with her,
ate macs.
sent her back.
train-ed back.




for you,
anything i'll do.I'll try my best to change for you.never doubt me please.


Sunday, April 03, 2005 @ 3:18 PM

she's sleeping now,
i'm supposeed to sleep too but came online to do something.


countdown; 4 more days. (((:



i'm glad we've made it so far.
i love you.