STAY AWAY FROM MY GIRLFRIEND!!


i wonder why some people like to claim that someone's their when the fact is, it's not even!!
joke of the year.
people like you should just go fuck off and die.
get a life please!

The greatest fear of all; losing you.

TO THOSE WHOSE SO FREE TO GO AROUND INSULTING PEOPLE; ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO INSULTING MY GIRLFRIEND. PLEASE MIND YOUR DARN SMELLY MOUTH, TWIST YA MIND AROUND AND GO DO SOME FUCKING REFLECTION ON YOURSELF BEFORE YOU COMMENT ON ANY OTHERS. WHO KNOWS, YOU MIGHT BE A MILLION TIMES WORSE OF THOSE COMMENTS YOU COMMENTED ON PEOPLE. COME ON, GET A LIFE!! I KNOW YOU NOTHING BETTER TO DO, BUT SO WHAT? TAKE THOSE TIME TO REFLECT ON YA OWN PERSONALITY! I WOULD APPRECIATE THAT ALOT. ((((((((:

she just called and say she's watching another disc,
which is another 3 hours.
)))))):

she's neglecting me like nobody's business,
and i don't like the feeling!

someboody kill me please.

i walked outta the cafe just like that.
i quit!

that bastard has no limits.
saying that the fucking door is open and ask me to fuck off?
i walk out and show you.
you're a torn in my eyes,
the sight of you makes me SICK!!

starting to look for new jobs,
am going interviews tomorrow at different parts of Singapore.

might be heading down to HDB HUB for one interview as a Telemarketeer.
3 hours a day, Mon - Thurs (7pm-10pm).
$6-8+ an hour.

well,
that pan is watching her wisely again.
)))):



/you can never imagine, how much i do actually need you by my side.

she had been watching wisely for the whole damned day.
she was the one who said sunday is a day that we'll pei each other talk on the phone.
look what is this now.

for the whole day i've been doing nothing.
hoping to talk to her but each time she calls,
the next thing i know is,
"i'm going to watch wisely."



/pushmeaway;feelingneglectionsallagain.

she's watching wisely on vcd.
i tired to watch the lord of the rings,
but just don't have the mood too.

mum and sis am at Tampines now.
dad just came back,
and he bought me food. ((:

i ain't hungry,
but i don't know why i'm gobbling down the food.
it doesn't taste that nice afterall.
maybe cause i ain't in very nice mood today.
haha, i swear if i continue eating this way,
i'm going to grow horizontally.


well,
that's about it.
and i miss that pan.




/promises

i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.i miss pan.



she's out.
i'm home.

i dread going to work,
luckily tomorrow's public holiday and so i can have a long weekend rest.
only 4 days of work this week and it is already killing me inside out, upside down, round and round, many many times.
*grrrrrr


and the unlucky things are,
1) my girlfriend's sick.
2) i couldn't take care of her, and why?
3) cause tomorrow's a public holiday and she gotta be with family.
4) so i won't get to see her for 2 days
5) only will be seeing her on sat.
6) so girlfriend must learn how to take care of self
7) drink more water please.
8) i'm worried sick

i guess she's sleeping now,
called her she rejected my call.
message her no reply.

wells,
think she too sick.
she was supposeed to wait for me to reach home and "catch" her sleeping.(make her sleep)


i'm feeling sleepy too,
shall go take an 1/2 hour rest before catching the 7pm show.

i hope she's feeling better.






/ineedyou

If you leave this world before
A promise to you I shall keep
I won't fall in love with another one
Over your ashes I shall weep

If you leave before
A promise I never will tell
About all the things we talked about
Our dark secrets I'll keep well

Chorus:
Aren't you glad, there ain't nobody listening?
Aren't you glad, that no one seems to care what we do?
Aren't you glad there ain't no one here to tell us what's right or
wrong?
While we sit and we talk about nothing

What if there's no God in Heaven?
What if there's no God at all?
I promise these last years of loving you
Will be the best years of them all

This don't look like Heaven
I'm surrounded by fiery walls
For if I were to live here without you
That'd be the greatest sin of them all

Those bo liao people who like to tag in my girlfriend's blog without leaving any names but some stupid comments and words, YOU ARE ALL GETTING ON MY NERVES!!!! STAY AWAY AND GET LOST!!!

my thinkings are running wild.
what if one day she's gone?





anyways, anyone got lobang for part time job like giving out flyers?
i'm in need of cash,
very badly.

TO ALL THE STALKERS OUT THERE TRYING TO STALK MY GIRLFRIEND:
DON'T COME ANY NEARER. I'M WARNING YOU TO STAY AWAY, OR I SWEAR YOU'LL BE SO SORRY.
GET LOST!



work suck big time, reallie.
same to those people there.
shall not elaborate in details.


darls came down raffles place to look for me,
headed to town.
sat at nydc.

sent her back by bus,
cabbed home.



i'll be faithful and you'll be too.

work today suck big time.
the moment i step into the kitchen,
i was like what the hell?
i felt so lost.
wasn't happy.


met darls after work,
she came down city hall to meet me.
how sweet can she get? (((:
but i made her waited for 12mins. /:

headed to Marina Sq food court for mee hoon kuay.
then headed to esplanade,
had cookies and cream ice cream.
sat down and we took pictures!
heh².

while walking back to the mrt; in city link,
i accidentally let a guy walked between us (meaning something bad will happen).
that's our belieffs.
so i didn't sent her all the way back to tampines,
i took train with her i stopped at Tanah Merah and cabbed home.
i spoilt her mood. )):

overall,
today is still a happy day, cause i met my precious! ((((:


oh,
and for the whole day.
we had been playing around with the emotion box thingy.
damn cute. (((:


i wanna thank you for what you've done today.
thank you for understanding. (((:
and thank you for listening to all my complains about work.
i've never felt better.
i love you. ((((:

i'm feeling the whatever mood now.




love me more

out with darls and her clique.
as usual towned.
boring like anything.

left to meet ben and bernice.
we quarrelled.
she even took out the ring and put in on the floor.
i thought she reallie don't want me anymore.
))):
oh,
i punched the beautiful wall and now i'm ended up with swollen knuckles.

we fought again,
and the 2 idiots stand behind and couldn't stop laughing. (ben and bernice)
i pulled my pants down left with boxers,
cause i don't want her to be angry anymore.
ok after that.

sent her back,
cabbed home.

she said wanna talk till morning,
but in the end 2 plus she fell alseep.


dad said he'll buy me a phone later.
let's hope he won't change his mind.

i don't know what's wrong with her,
she seem so pek cek.
sighs.
kill me, somebody please!

have faith in me.

she's having tuition,
ending in 6 mins time.


my face's peeling.
my nose,
my chin.
))):
i look extremely ugly now.


fought with darls yesterday,
or rather,
i got abused.
))):
and she forced me to bite her back.
heartpains pleasee.




my friend's in trouble,
i wish i could help, but i don't have the ability to.
do take care.

my girlfriend's very imaginative.

my girlfriend's a vinegar pot.

my girlfriend's so in love with Gisele Bundchen and so i supposed she love me more.

my girlfriend's so skinny; therefore i wanna feed her more.

my girlfriend's very funny.

my girlfriend's who she is; and therefore i'm loving her more and more as each day passes.



she's out and i feel all lonely now. ))):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYE TOMATO!!
can buy ciggies legally already ah! throw ic onto their faces when they ask for it! heh! (((:


haven't been in good mood since i woke up.
had bad dreams.

feeeling damn stresss now,
that might be a reason why i've been having bad dreams.
i've got too much to decide and think,
bloody work is giving me alot of problems.

god,
i miss that girl.
)):
i wonder what is she doing right now?
bahs!


will be seeing her tomorrow anyways, can't wait.






have been quite short tempered recently and i wanna apologise for throwing my temper at you, talking to you in that kinda manner. i didn't mean to.i'm not sick of you and never will i be sick of you. love you many many darls!!

failure.
useless.
nothing.
insane.


that's me.


i do nothing but cause trouble for her,
i do nothing but making her pissed with me.
i do nothing but being a plain irritant.


can say i'm too deep into this love; this relationship.
every little things that happen; thing i've done.
every single words she say,
affects me alot.

i hate it whenever i see that pissed off look on her face,
i can't make her happy for nuts.
sometimes i wonder,
is she really happy with me?

sometimes i wonder,
did her feelings for me faded?

sometimes i wonder,
am i good enough for her?



sometimes,
sorry just mean nothing.
but what else can i say?
only sorry and more sorrys.


i've became someone i don't even know.

went sentosa for tanning with darls.
kena abit of burnt on my face,
but not as jia lat as darling's.
don't even look tan at all.
sad case.
)):
oh,
roughly about 5 mins of horse riding with darls at sentosa too.


sent her back,
cabbed home.

she never reply my msg,
wonder what is she doing.


well,
at times i really feel damn useless.
shall not elaborate.
guess darls should know ah.


my life was like a uncompleted jigsaw, you came into my life as the missing pieces and completed it. you are my everything. ILU*

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

DARLING!!

(((:

one year older le, be good yeahs? and may all ya wishes come true. i love you! muahs*



out with the other 2 couples; cat, lionel, emi and dez.
towned.
met kayne.
nydc-ed.
ate till bloated like anything.
went arcade after that.
played our usual game; dynamic cop.
and she played her truck game.

walked to far east,
ate ice cream.
sat and slack till i nearly fell asleep, till i felt damn pek cek. (no idea why, pms maybe.)

sorry darling for whatever things i've done today to make you pek cek with me.


had curry chicken with rice, darls had tom yam.
sent darls back.
she went back early to cut cake?
yeapss..


she sound and look damn cute when she's half asleep. haha.
((((((:
you know i've love you more and never will i leave. don't you?

PIPI came my house to bake cake together yesterday morning.
the cake came out ok la.
but parts of it taste like brownie; too hard.
but overall quite successful lah.
but in the end still throw away.

took bus down to town to meet the rest.
cat, lionel, dez, emi, lawrence, millie and kaku.

cinecafe for lunch.
heerens for prints.

they went for sushi,
ismadi, michelle, darls and me went coffee club.
cheezy mushroom pie, mussels and ice rambutans. (:

the rest went back to millie's house to get their stuff.
me and darls went clark quay.
((((((((:

sent her back to tampines.
met lionel, cat and dez.
stay awhile.
cabbed back with dez.
and darls head back home.



i miss my pipi. ))):

David Tao - 就是爱你 (Right Click to encoding then unicodeto read)


我 一直都想对你说 你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我 做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 我也可以 付出一切 也不会可惜
就在一起 看时间流逝 要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你爱着你 有悲有喜 有你 平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你 甜蜜又安心 那种感觉就是你
我 一直都想对你说 你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我 做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 真的愿意 付出所有 也要保护你
Oh 在一起 时间继续流逝 请记得我有多么的爱你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 不弃不离开不在意 一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你 放在你手心 灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 我都愿意 就是爱你爱着你 要我们在一起



(Exactly what i wanna tell you darls, and i mean it.)

Green Day make my day.

she didn't attend school today again.
and she's sleeping now.
just got home from work not long.
am feeling damn stressed now.

wasn't in the mood to work today,
i got so stressed and pek cek.
simon banged on me in the kitchen and i slipped and fell while trying to siam him.
wtf.
i swear my butt's still hurting like hell,
oh,
and my back too.
grrr.

i bought something for her birthday,
and the tea three oil from body shop.

am gonna bake cake tomorrow morning,
but still haven't got all the ingredients and equipments too.

grrrr.
m` missing her so much.
and she's happily dating the sleeping(zzzzzzzzz) god.


those "people" are driving me nuts, they are all draining my energy and mind away.PUIS!!


and to those people who like to comment about me and my girlfriend.
well, i'll take ya comments to serious thinking.
but please MYOB!
and stay away from my girlfriend.



FrankieJ-We Still

Nothing and no one can describe how much is my love for you; overflowing.



bj and manda always.

feel so damn useless,
am so irritated by self.

slap me.

work wasn't nice today,
making things so difficult for me now.
caught in the middle.

quarrelled with her yesterday night,
she got so pek cek with her ipod,
am i to say venting anger on me?
or maybe it's just me,
irritating?
she said so.

i feel so stressed up with everything,
i ain't feeling nice.
how i wish i could just end my life now,
at this sec.

everything's not going the way i thought it would be.
work,her and family.
i want everything to be better,
i want everything to be good.

especially you and me.


girl,
i seriously hope you understand and know how much you actually mean to me.
i guess you never know how much i love you,
and i see doubts in you still.
i need you to support me before i breakdown any moment.

some people are just so free and bo liao.

It's our 6th Monthsary!! (((((((((:


finally i got my pay.
whoaaaaa.



din get to see darls today,
she went to "repair" her ipod.
got jammed yesterday night.
boohoo.


till now i still don't know what to get for her,
i'm running out of ideas.
tonight i shall lock myself in my quiet room,
and squeeze my brain juice till it's dry.



i'm glad we've made it till today,
my love for you is growing day by day.
i wonder what will i be if one day you'll ever leave.

Sometimes you wanna argue
Sometimes you wanna fight
Sometimes it's gonna feel like it'll never be right
But something so strong keeps you holding on

oh god, why am i feeling this way?
grrrrrrr!!!
i hate this, TOTALLY!!
i'm being so called neglected.


43mins to our 6th monthsary.

she's doing her ipod,
and i'm being neglected.
thank you very much.

didn't talk much to darls today,
she went out with mummy to get her ipod.
and i don't know where is she now,
cause she didn't reply my msg. (this explains why there is so many entries today.)

no one's home,
i cooked my own dinner.
black pepper; honey drumstick, 2 scrambled eggs and 2 sausages.

trying to download 2764731632 songs from limewire.
and it's ultimately slow.
grrr.

i found a couple of old songs i used to love to listen to.
Dream- He loves you not.
Limpbizkit- Hot Dog
Frankie J- Don't want to try
and a couple of David Tao songs.
((:

so in a mood for metals.
not feeling very nice today though.
blast my speaker up! (before parents comes back)
whoaaa.



darls have decided to dump me for her new ipod mini.

new spongbob template.
i think this is damn cute please. ((:


my girlfriend got herself a ipod mini,
and will be getting phone soon too.
my turn soon!
"soon" ah.


downloaded quite a number of songs today,



and this song is good,
Frankie J- We Still


Damn...how did things get this way
You know I still love you
No matter what I say
No matter what I do
You know we still love each other

I know that you and I have been through
Many downs before oh yeah...
But that don't mean the chance
Has gone away to love each other more
We've struggled and we've fought
To keep us both between the lines oh yeah...

Through many years we've cried
Our tears and always kept our pride
Aside...so you can't say that

We still...
Always argue all the time
Never make love when is right
We still...
Never say we love each other
Always up in one another
We still...
Fight for every little thing
Never ever stop to think that we still
Always loved each other...

I know at times, you'd believe
We would never change...oh yeah...
You said we'd never change...
That is was much to overcome
Much of an obstacle to take mmmm
But you were always one
To always think the worst of things
Yeah...

Yeah... yeah...
So it was always me
To take the standand take the initiative
So you can't say that

Chorus

-Oh don't you know that we still
-Don't you know that I'm for real
-Oh don't you know we still

We still... fight for every little thing
Never ever stop to think that we still
Always loved each other...

Oh! No no...
Don't you know that we still
Oh...
I'm for real... I'm for real baby...
No no no...
Oh yeah...
Ooooh...

-----------
parents won't be home till don't know what time,
cooking own dinner i guess,
provided if there is things for me to cook.
if not, just egg and white rice. =D


i miss you. ))):

i don't understand,
how can families and friends create conflicts over the topic "money"?
mine did,
my family did.
i hate it whenever this kinda things happens.
sighs.


Our relationship getting better?
or not even?
Obtacles are coming our way again.
you said you won't allow it to happen.
or is it ourselves?

You'll never know how troubled i am,
over every single obstacle that comes our way.
every single time we quarrel ,
no matter big or small things.
and plus the threat of family,
things seem more critical then before.

how am i supposed to make things better?
i need a way out to all,
a better solutions to solve the problems.
ourselves and all others.

God, lead me the way.
Almighty God,
please lead me the way out,
give me the gift to think of solutions to solve,
give me the gift to have the patience
and give me the gift to have a better temper.
i love my girlfriend,
she's my everything. (I can't lose her for real.)
i want things to turn out the way i want it to be,
i want her to be happy,
i want US to be happy.
give us the gift to have the strength to overcome it all.
Amen.



i'll never leave i've said, and i mean it all when i say i love you.




.tomorrow's our 6th.