it's ok agony jiejie,
i let u invade, i don't delete.
cause i abit lazy larhs. hee.

anyways,
just got back from ktv session with sylvia jie, siti, kanie and daphne.
i swear daphne can sing reallie well,
so does sylvia jie. =D

before that was at clementi doin some business thingy with cheryl,bryan,kanie and sylvia jie.
siti came after a while,
went for dinner at some kopitiam.
oh, we were talking rubbish,
than this reallie huge rat ran passed us,
and siti's reaction darn funny.
muahaha, she's darn cute larhs.
had lotsa fun with that bunch of peeps,
i so swear,
they rock!!
reallie.

i'm still considering if i should reallie join the singapore idol.
*tsk

if i'm joining,
i'll be singing "dong jie" by lin jun jie.
yes.

tomorrow work,
think i should sleep early ya?
@-@
had been drowning myself with work n work n work,
nothin but work.
yes,
WORK!!


i miss you, sighs
i'm tired,
very very tired.
i wanna let go,
let go once and for all.

INVASION___

Hieee! BJ, u can erase this post after u see it.
added yr pics link for you, sorreh i accidentally left it out last night.
wokays, anyways tc yah? i'm tired of saying "cheer up!" to you! so start smiling... :)

*rusty/agony JIE JIE.

*i feel the ache at every part of me esp when i talk to you. - d.hrt.says

To:d.one.i.love

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, girl I think that you should know
All the love memories we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced.
i love you, yes i do,
i'll be with you as long as you want me to,
until the end of time.

work today?
suck larhs,
sales ain't good
and i had hang over for the whole freaking day. urgh.

din went for grouping today,
elfie couldn't make it in time to take over my place at work.
*sighs.
missed so much can.

i swear hairil's a joke,
he kept munching on elfie's pringles till it's all gone,
and left the empty can at adorn's counter.
BEST.
elfie is you happen to see this,
i din eat them,
ok,
or rather,
i din finished it!
neither did jasmine nor jenny.
it's HAIRIL!

rust and gf dropped by my work place,
went for smoke and talked abit. =)
nice seeing you aunt agony,
we shalll catch our shrek 2 soon. =D
i so wanna watch harry potter too. *sulks

after work,
met up with deb and clay at mos,
had our verbal primary sch standard compo done.lol.
sylvia jie, cheryl and kanie came along.
am gonna meet jie, cheryl and kanie for ktv session tomorrow. =)
i might,
MIGHT!
join the singapore idol.
i don't care if i'm gonna be the next william hung or what,
cause that ba gei is earning like HOW MUCH now?
$_$


ok,
linkin park's concert.
on that day,
i'm gonna get a binoculous,
sit opp padang,
n watch.
cause i can't afford the tix? =(
how sad can this get?HA.

pay is coming in about 2days time.
hmmm,
nearly half will be "giving" to M1.
the rest?
try to save.

list of things i wanna get
(1)Vans Shoe (that CHECK shop opp my shop)
(2)My Tote Bag
(3)Guitar Strings
(4)My Adidas/Puma Jacket
(5)Mum's Belated Mama day prezzie
(6)will update soon....



the hurt will stay, am missing you so much. sighs*

Saturday, May 29, 2004 @ 5:04 AM

monks today,
whole big group was there.
gosh,
i simply love u guys so much.
esp mummy and daddy,
thank you for being there for me. =)

mummy deleted all her msg-es in my hp.
but i keep somethingy.
mummy allowed me to,
for memory sake.
sighs.

drank quite a bit,
having terrible headache now.
wooo.
tommorrow still got work.
SIGHS!
that's the best part,
how am i gonna wake up later,
not tomorrow.
*tsk.

can't sleep though,
i miss her.
sighs.
whatever larhs.

.............................................................
heartaches*

Friday, May 28, 2004 @ 12:01 AM

my heart can't take it anymore,
one blow after another,
am holding my tears back,
cause i don't wanna cry no more.
i'm tired,
i've finally broke down,
trying to act strong?
but sorry mr bj,
cannot make it lah huh.
WHATEVER!

but sorry girl,
i love you.

so darn much that i could just give up whatever i have,
i had made so much terrible wrong moves,
that causes you to think i'm bad,
that causes everyone to think so too.
ok,
whatever others think i don't care,
the matter is how you think,
...you thought what others think too.

maybe i deserve all these,
reallie.
sorry everyone for me being such a jerk.
hate me all you wan,
cause..
I HATE MYSELF TOO!!!

fuck off bj.

Wednesday, May 26, 2004 @ 11:53 PM

**new pics uploaded --->mixturess


hrmms,
actually this morning i din wan to go work,
but still pulled myself outta my bed.
blahs.

work was boring at first,
was so darn tired.

but at the end of it,
damn fun!
me and elfie took lotsa pics,
and fool around in fourskin n adorn.muaha!
miss jasmine is our photographer. =D
pictures?
waiting for jasmine to send to me. *waits.


oh yar,
today xiao peng kui, aj and her group of friends came visit me! =)


alright,
counting down to 12am,
gonna send her a birthday msg.
already type ready le,
just waiting to send.heh.
and yar..

HAPPY SWEET 16 PRETTY GIRL, SEOWIE. =)
i love you........ =)

@ 1:18 AM

OK! PICTURES!!!




see that idert at the side, that's anne. muaha.



.dexie.me.foxie.



.me.foxie.



.me.jody.



.me.dexie.



couple of the month.muaha!and , i'm not a pb PLS.



ok, whatever. snapshot by miss huilin. muaha.

@ 12:26 AM

*simpleplan/addicted

I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you

@ 12:07 AM

off today!
went down for a appointment with jenny n bf,
managed to close the thingy. =)

after that went down town to meet fox,anne,aizhen,bud,nic,nic's gf,dexie and huilin.
had lotsa fun!
dexie is a joke larhs,
i swear.
lols, but still xiao di,
ILU* =)

took lotsa pics with foxie,dexie n jody.
waiting for dexie to come online and send it to me,
apparently she's not online yet,
and she's seriously taking ages to come. *tsk


sighs, i miss her so much.
whyiee!!
=((

i'm breaking down, but somehow i don't know why and what.

Tuesday, May 25, 2004 @ 12:46 AM

link to monya's animations, darn cute! =D




monya 1
monya 2
monya 3
monya 4
monya 5
monya 6
monya 7
monya 8

@ 12:36 AM

work today was ok larhs.
elfie din come work again. =
today saw this darn cool girl,
she rides a bike!! and it darn chio one k. she showed me her bike pic on her phone.
and her phone is E700A, GOSH! drools*
and she spent 109bucks in my shop alone.
darn rich. lols, aiming her to be my sugar mummy. muaha!

after work met rust for a while,
den off to meet kanie deb n moreena,
that moreena nearly fly my plane today,
heng she never,
if not i'll slap her upside down.

tomorrow off day! =)
but i've got 2 appointments i guess,
one is jenny,
the other aiming jinping to join.
yeaps.

today i never msg her wors,
i think i shouldn't msg her everyday,
later disturb, yeaps. =)
am not thinking that much le,
but still miss her alot though. =)

i found a reason for me, to change who i used to be, a reason to start anew and the reason is you!

Monday, May 24, 2004 @ 2:36 AM

monya's cute!!
you should go see, the cartoon reallie cheers me up alot!

monya gun scene

still got a few more. shall put the link up some other days, off to zzzz. =)
*poofs

@ 2:05 AM

persistence makes the impossible possible,
yes, i'm gonna make the impossible possible.

@ 12:57 AM

woohoo, just got back home!

i saw moreena in skirt!!
lols, go on dating with cute boi must be more feminine huh. muaha.
tt professional pilot,
hope she don't fly my plane tomorrow.

met up with kanie n deb after work,
ate at deb's hse downstairs coffee shop,
talk cock,
play my hamsterbox game,
and lotsa smokes! =D
and some auntie shoot water gun at me. sulks*
she shot deb too! lols!
i so enjoyed tt 2 iderts' company,
kanie and deb! I LOVE U!!
muahaha.


had breakfast with bossie,
and he fetch me to work,
how nice.

work today was alright larhs,
sad to say but don't know whyiee i just don't reallie enjoy his company.
hmmm...
jenny came.
elfie went for dental appointment till never come work, BEST!
but still,
hope she's doin ok? heh. i'm a nice friend k!

tomorrow gotta work again,
hope the sales will be good,
so i can get commission at the beginning of the month! hee!

missing you had became part of my daily routine

Sunday, May 23, 2004 @ 12:03 AM

i so swear i'm getting sick,
off to sleep soon,
SOON.


and i wanna learn the song "here without you" on guitar and play to her. sighs*

i fell in love over and over again for the same YOU,useless.cause there will never be a day you'll turn back and say "i love you" again.

Saturday, May 22, 2004 @ 11:10 PM

didn't blog yest,
reached home at about 4.30am from monks.
din went in until last min,
i cheong in without paying. HA!

well, yest somethingy happened at monks,
hope everything is alright now?
hmmm...


work today?
stressed + pissed + tired + sick.
yes.
i'm all so stressed up!
ARGH!


didn't msg her for 2 days?
msged her just now,
and am glad to see her enjoyin herself,
and also to see her happy.
sigh*
i miss her.
i reallie do. =(


i'm always feeling the heartache whenever i go,
i just can't stop thinking,
she had became a part of me,
so is this the reason whyiee i can't let go? sighs*
i must be a irritant.

Friday, May 21, 2004 @ 12:02 AM

i seriously wanna thank rust whom had always been there to talk
to me whenever i need someone to. =))
3 cheers for rust!!
although she just shoke me so hard,
that i'm seeing birds n stars now. *tweettweet

hmmm,today went down office for training,
it was quite good.
gave me quite a lot of motivations. =)

went for dinner with that bunch of crazy peeps,
i so swear they are reallie a fun bunch of peeps,
and peeps who reallie can motivate people very well.

went down tpy mos with kanie n jo,
sylvia jie and deb came along after that.


next week tues,
off,
quite a number of appointments. =)
gotta occupy myself with those extra times,
so i won't think so much.

had been thinking reallie alot,
seriously if she doesn't care,
why should i bother so much?
ok, look whose talking. muahaha. what the hell larhs.
but still,
even if i show that i don't care,
i'll still care!
ARGH! some contradictions down here. whatever.

feelings for her is constantly growing,
i've got no idea whyiee.
well,
leave things the way it is maybe.
i should be strong,
yes!
STRONG!




this pic esp taken on my last visit to sentosa, for her

Thursday, May 20, 2004 @ 12:30 AM

work?
tired.
boring.

went down amk to meet bud alvin n jo.
left after a while.

sighs,
all good things gotta come to an end,
that's what bud said.
but i just don't wan it to?
sorry for being stubborn,
but that's just what i am.

i doubt she still cares,
i doubt she still likes,
i doubt i doubt.
or rather,
she doesn't,
not at all.

it hurts,
why am i still so in love?
somebody tell me....
please.....


maybe i should leave.......
can i?

Wednesday, May 19, 2004 @ 2:50 AM

thank you a million rust! =)

i love tt pic,
"all you need is love"

all i need is ya love. =)


off to sleep.
*poofs

@ 1:26 AM

work was boring,
ha, first time hear me say boring ah? =)
adorn's sales was horrid. blahs.
but fourskin's was GREAT! serious. =/
well well,
adorn-ians gotta work hard,
lols, wth sound like some sch can, but who cares.

john ong d bossie boss boss drove me to amk,
hmmm, met up with bud alvin and peeps,
drank abit.
ate siew mai (lols!) and lor mai kai.
hmmmm... than after that went to central to meet kanie n deb!
=)
kannie's friend came along,
and she fetch us home, how nice of her. thank you so much! ;)

and i swear kanie's friend darn cool,
she rides a Aprillia bike and it's black! wooo!
and she drives too! =) cool dude!

oh yar, bud, alvin and rusty dropped by my shop! =D
went for smokie smoke smoke with bud and rust. =)

and eh....
i miss that pretty girl. =)



AND I CAN'T LEAVE TAGS!!CRIES

Tuesday, May 18, 2004 @ 12:41 AM

*3doorsdown/herewithoutyou_________to you.


A hundred days have made me older
since the last time that i saw your pretty face
a thousand lies have made me colder
and i don't think i can look at this the same
but all these miles that seperate
disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face

i'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
i'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
and tonight it's only you and me

the miles just keep rollin'
as the people leave their way to say hello
i've heard this life was overrated
but i hope that it gets better as we go

i'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
i'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
and tonight its only you and me

everything i know,and anywhere i go
it gets hard but it wont take away my love
and when the last one falls
when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it wont take away my love

i'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
i'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
and tonight girl its only you and me




*simpleplan/addicted____


I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you

Monday, May 17, 2004 @ 11:27 PM

work was fun!!!
but time past so slowly,
sales not bad but din hit target,
crowd little.

i think i got a bio-ing chio bu partner le, FELIX!!
muahaha. =)
today saw a chio bu,
i think she went into fourskin,
than after that walk into adorn,
my jaws DROPPED and my eyes nearly popped out. lols.

than the next min i know, felix's head pop outta fourskin and show that kinda face trying to tell me got chio bu.
than he goes, "damn hot!"
lols.
rubbish larhs.

after work went central met up with kanie n deb for a little while,
was hungry, so i bought the cheapest thingy i can find, the 1.95 chicken fillet burger, was left with 2 bucks before that though.
lols.
so a change of 5 cents. yeaps!

than now i'm home!!!
msg-ing tt pretty girl. =)))))))
IMU*.

well, what can i say,
i simply just love the peeps at my work place,
YOU GUYS RAWK!!

@ 2:31 AM

my eyes 3/4 closing le,
i finished all the updates for my com,
and ran the blaster worm thingy,
hopefully my com is cured. *yawns.

off to sleep now. zzzzzzz

*poofs

@ 1:01 AM

i seriously hate tt stupid wormie in this com of mine. *tsk
am trying to d/l updates for windows and than KILL tt wormie.
hmmm...

work was fun, but tiring.
lols,
elfie din come work today.
her mum hospitalized.
today me, jenny and eddie at work.
3 of us just can't stop comparing the sales with fourskin.
HOI JASMINE DON'T HAO LIAN K! ADORN WILL BEAT U GUYS! muahaha.
well well,
I SIMPLY JUST LOVE ADORN SO MUCH!!


hmmm, after work,
caught a little bit of peixin and friends,
and quite alot of my entertainer, lili =).
went back home after that.

that's my day. =))


and oh ya,
did i mentioned that i miss her?.
yes, i miss her so whole load of her. =))))

Saturday, May 15, 2004 @ 4:04 PM

ok, din blog for how many days? or only a day? lols.
com was down,
and it's gonna get DOWN AGAIN!!
stupid worm virus can never stop crawling into my com for once.
*tsk

well, let's hope this thingy here won't shut down on me when i'm typing half way?

yeaps!

today's my off day.

yest monks was fun,
whole bunch of us had fun,
buddy's attached to alvin. =)

after monks we walked to the merlion there,
opp esplande there i guess?
nice views of stars,
and lotsa stars,
how i wish she was there with me, *sighs
and we sit there till 6+ in the morning.
woohaa.

went to eat cup noodles with buddy,
just 2 of us =)
talked abit,
and i hope she'll be fine after a while.
i hope i'll be fine too. *sighs

head home after cup noodling and nachos-ing.
=)

Wednesday, May 12, 2004 @ 1:21 AM

lols,
today
i
was
EARLY
for
work.
bleahs.

open shop le than elfie came, muaha.
today work was tired but fun.
went work with my eyes half opened,
oh yar, and i chased after bus143 today.
lols, am glad that i actually "caught" the bus.
and i swear i don't look good in pink. *blarghs*


and i was practically jumping here n there and everywhere in the shop today.
and elfie might think i'm outta my mind. lols.
CAUSE I'M MEETING HER TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!
hees, sorry but i'm just so excited about tomorrow. ok, or rather...... LATER. =D finally can see her le. GRINS.

went to meet sylvia jie, kanie, deb and joell at TPY central,
talked about NTI thingys. =))
am meeting them tomorrow to go to the office. =)
after i met her of course,muaahaha.


ok, counting down to the time i'll see her, about 12hrs 30mins.
ok, shall go sleep soon so time will pass fast.HEH!
*poofs

Tuesday, May 11, 2004 @ 1:32 AM

was late for work today,
AGAIN.

work was tiring,
took stocks,
was trying to key all the stock into that stupid new computerised cash register. *tsk
that thingy is so irritating.

tomorrow gotta go work again,
off day will be changed to wed.
hope i can meet her =))))

got my uniform today,
baby pink. =/
urgh.

talkin to bestfriend=))) now,
am gonna sleep soon, yawns. tired.

Sunday, May 09, 2004 @ 11:58 PM

Mothers' Day,
still went work.
but met up with family at Jacks Place during my break to have dinner =)
Happy Mothers' Day mum, I Love You!! =))))


work today was alright larhs,
jane and eddie were there. =)
din hit expected target,
but still can make it larhs.
heh.
no crowd sials today.

went AMK to meet bestfriend=) near her hse,
drank green tea, ate kaya bread, smoke a stick and she gotta go back le.

tomorrow gotta go back shop to take stock.
9am, goshiee.
wonder if i can wake up. =/




you are always on my mind, every sec of my life.

@ 1:07 AM

Liang Jing Ru _____ Fly Away **for YOU

@ 12:03 AM

wheeeeeeee,
today me n elfie hit more than our expected target!!
YAY!!

oh ya,
and hi-fi's here,
THE SHOP GOT MUSIC LE!
FINALLY!!!!


sonnie tric and adeline pei me go eat today. =)


met up with bestfriend n gang after work.
was supposed to go boat quay with them,
but i don't wanna waste money. hee.


well,
tomorrow gotta work again.
daily routine larhs. ha!

i wanna watch "win a date with tad hamilton" AGAIN!!!

I'M IN LOVE WITH ADORN

things staying the way it is now will be good? but i just don't wan it to be this way. IMU*

Saturday, May 08, 2004 @ 2:09 AM

work today was kinda fun.
although we din hit our own expected target,
not to say their target.
*tsk

hmmm,
few peeps passed by my work place. =)

went for movie with elfie and jasmine,
watched "a date with tad hamilton"
is it spelled that way? hmmm...
well, whatever.
the shows nice,
i rate it 10 upon 10.
should catch it if you haven't?

can't believe it,
i nearly teared when i watch that show,
remind me of her.
is it love?
or
is it don't know what love. lols.
OR
is it great love?
i guess it should be great love. =)
ILU*.

hmmm..waited for NR with elfie and jasmine,
than i took cabbie home. =)
tomorrow got work again,
guess i should go to bed soon, SHALL NOT CAN'T be late tomorrow!

my off day on monday will be postponed,
kinda disappointed,
but it's alright. =)




i've been missing you more as day passes, when will you know of my presence? when will you know my love for you that had never ever faded abit?my love for you that is growing, is hurting me so much, why can't i stop loving?why can't i let go?why can't i stop thinking of you? IMU*



*m2m_d.day.you.went.away ------- TO YOU


well i wonder,
could it be?
when i was dreaming bout` you,
baby you were dreaming of me?
call me crazy,
call me blind,
to still be suffering is stupid after all of this time.

did i lose my love to someone better?
and does she loves u like i do,
i do, you know i reallie reallie do.

well hey, so much i need to say,
been lonely since the day,
the day you went away,
so sad but true,
for me there's only you,
been crying since the day,
the day you went away.

and we were letting go of something special
somethingy we'll never have again,
I know, I guess I really really know.

why do we never know what we've got till it's gone?
how could i carry on,
the day you went away,
cause i've been missing you so much i have to say,
been crying since the day,
the day you went away.

Friday, May 07, 2004 @ 12:02 AM

i'm getting sick,
coughs,
sore throat,
and runny nose.
eeekk, hate this feeling.

work today was alrighty larhs,
tired.
can't stop coughing during work,
throat got so irritated,
luckily i din cough onto customer's face,lols.
i got cut by the stupid ladder,
CRIES.
elfie got herself a new pants,
*tsk
i'm so jealous,
cause i got no money to spend,
no money to buy my vans shoe!
WHINES.

bills came,
177++ in total,
shit, next month pay 1/4 gonna be on hp bill.sighs.
i think i can forget about my shoe le. =(
boss am gonna give me a chain tomorrow i guess,
hees.
no need spend money buy myself le,
ok, i sound so cheapo,
but what to do?
I'M BROKE!!

went plasma,
AGAIN,
to meet one whole bunch of them,
bestfriend,aizhen,alvin,jo,anne,cal,jody and many many more.


i'm tired, very tired. but i just can't give up. *sighs i miss you girl, i reallie do.

Wednesday, May 05, 2004 @ 11:57 PM

today was FUN!!!!
today OFF!!
went sentosa sunset bay with dan, ivy and alvin!
woohoo.
although it was like raining larhs,
was supposed to go suntanning,
but........
=

we took lotsa pics!
waiting for ivy to go develope. =)

we happen to met this couple who was catching fish to feed their luohan at home,
so we joined in.hee.

we went fishing and crab-ing.
lols,
me and alvin caught two small crabs,
and dan caught a big one,
the other big one is these grp of guys catch de. lols.
fun fun.

after that went to lau pa sat to meet kanie and deb,
supposed to meet sylvia jie,
but i left without informing her,
to go meet my bestfriend. *sulks
sorry jie. =(

meet bestfriend at heeren,
went back shop to get my CAP!!
and bestfriend bought the polker dolkey bag!
both at the rate of 50% discount!!
lols!!
sial larhs,
there goes my 2 50% vouchers,
but it's ok. hee. =))

after that we went to plasma to meet up with alvin, entertainer=) and et go home[joyce].
sang ktv and drank,
hmmmmmsss...
than took cabbie home!!
with bestfriend=) and alvin. =))
great day!!!


tomorrow starting work again.
*tired. =

i miss you dearly, reallie hope to see you soon, i mean very soon.=)))

@ 1:00 AM

To: Y-O-U


**all i see,
is you and me.
a vision so perfect it can never go wrong.
when will my vision be a reality?

**what could be the harm?
holding u in my arms,
right beside you is where i wanna be,
so i'm hoping u can see,
that i'm waiting here silently.
and when you turn back for me,
you'll see.
i'm still waiting for the fantasy of you and me.


**i wonder if our future will be bright?
or rather,
will we even have a future?

Tuesday, May 04, 2004 @ 11:35 PM

tired!! *sulks
but work was fun! hee.
i love my JOB!!
love love lovesssss.

i'm gonna get a rudolph valentino cap,
woohooo.
black and white with red wordings.
i sure it's gonna be damn nice on me.
muahahahaha, rubbish.

tomorrow goin suntaning! wheeeeee.
with alvin and ivy. hehheh.
tantantantantantantan!!

and hors,
my uniform will be a pink fourskin t-shirt,
oh gosh,
PINK!!
wells,
when i get the uniform,
i'm gonna get a jacket to wear during work.
blahs.


i miss her, that yellow thingy.good luck for ya exams=)

@ 1:04 AM

came back from plasma,
met cindy aizhen anne alvin and ivy,


am high,
blahs,
not drunk yet though.

suddenly feel like crying and i don't know whyieee!!!!
ARGHHH!!!!!!!!

Monday, May 03, 2004 @ 2:47 AM

*maroon5/thislove

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

@ 1:21 AM

easonchan/Kgezhiwang___________ for you

@ 12:23 AM

HOME SWEET HOME!!

morning rained so heavily,
got caught in the rain,
got total drenched.
went in Heeren got freezing cold, *brrr
elfie sick no come work today.

john ong[d.big.boss] lend me a obey shirt to change in case i catch a cold,
damn nice eh the shirt,
but it's too big on me,
machiam wearing pyjamas. *lols

after work went cine to wait for my best friend, roy, aizhen, cal, anne and jody to finish their movie.
shared cab with bestfriend and roy. =)

checking out www.titus.de,
nicenice. =)

talking to bestfriend on d.phone now.
heh.


i miss that yellow thingy :(

Sunday, May 02, 2004 @ 12:06 AM

YAY!!
today was a great day,
set up the shop today.
hee.
tired though.

i miss that yellow thingy,
am so happy that she actually replied my msg!!
*grins from ear to ear
*hops around

ehs, and ahs,miss siew mai, no bluff me k.you study hard, i work hard.
hit target,
i get bonus,
you get ya treats.
*TEETHH


i'm starting to love my job,
i'm starting to love my colleauges. =D



i hope i can see you again, soon.

Saturday, May 01, 2004 @ 4:20 AM

work today was tiring,
pack stocks for more than 13++ hours.
gosh.
whole body aching like fuck.

tomorrow officially starting work at Heeren, =)


monks,
boring,
the music suck to the fucking core.
but it's quite packed larhs.

PTBF, Chicken, Anne, Cal was there.
Cal and Anne ok le. =)
am so happy for them.

well,
nothing much le larhs,
i need to catch some sleep,
if not tomorrow i go work i die, sure die ones.
sial larhs.


To Y-O-U,
never will you know how much i miss you so_________i'm waiting.