yoohooo,
surprised?
never monks today WORS. =D

i think idiots also will know the reason why i never go.
laughs*.
B R O K E.
and that place is boring lahs.

met up with dexDEAR, rhonda and norGERGER in town.
dex bought this wallet i like,
and i'm gonna go back and get the SAME one as her.

i hope eugene will be fine. =)
everyone always will have their down part of their life one,
it all depends on how you look at it.
i'm learning how to look on the brighter side,
i hope you too ya? *hugs.


ok,
off to play gunbound.
*poofs




ni hai zai ma?

*danieldchan/wenxiaquaishangni (unicode to read)

for you:

遇见你 需要运气 爱上你 却要多少勇气
渺小的我只忠于自己 人世间却容不下一段传奇

有人说该忘了你 我宁愿忘记了我无知
失去了你讨好整个天地有什么值得了不起
我不顾一切让世界停止 也要换你一个坚持人生的结局
不相聚就是分离 也总算留下了相爱的痕迹

有人说我该放弃 要反悔比执迷还容易
最难的是失去爱的能力 在孤独里醉生梦死
全世界都在等着我看着你 让我吻下去爱上你

I myself know that all these waiting,
are bringing me to nowhere,
then why am i still waiting?
I was just hoping that she will turn back one day,
one fine day.

When will the day come?
I had been fighting hard since day one.
I'm tired,
i'm worn off.
I've got no more strength to take all these pain
all these emotions battles.
I've got no more strength to hold on tightly anymore,
i'm feeling weak,
very weak.

Do you sense my presence?
Do you still remember?
Those words i've said,
i doubt so.


I've cried my tears dry.

work?
boring lah!
*burps

mood ain't very good.
no idea why too.
din msg her today.
=/
shan't disturb her.


i'm tired, i need some rest please

new layout.
plain and simple.
I LIKE! =)

tiring day.
took stock whole day please.
many new stocks came in,
many new caps,
and i'm gonna get a new tote bag.
tomorrow gonna continue what i've not finished.
and more to come.

whole body aching please.


*oceanou/gudanbeibanqiu (unicode to read)

for you:


用我的晚安陪你 吃早餐 记得把想念
存进扑满 我 望着满天星在闪
听牛郎对织女说要勇敢

别怕我们在地球的两端 看我的问候
骑着魔毯 飞 用光速飞到 你面前
要你能看到十字星有北极星作伴

少了我的手臂当枕头 你习不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等 随时欢迎你靠岸

少了我的怀抱当暖炉 你习不习惯
E给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能 互相取暖
想念不会偷懒 我的梦通通给你保管

--------------------------

*oceanou/xiuxiuxiu (unicode to read)


摄氏三十五度 我不再回顾 想你在他的怀里
应该幸福 我该祝福 冷得我想哭 不能哭

傻到什么程度 我心里有数 最后一口啤酒无所谓
酸或苦 能笑着送你走 就满足 很满足

看着天上乌云 满满 排山倒海 这夏季第一场雨
迎面而来 当结局不能改 我又何必躲开
没什么值得大惊小怪 就淋个痛快

听风 咻-咻-咻-嘲笑我的爱 就像感情的备胎
只在旁边喝采
你别问why why why 我一直都在
你有很好的未来 再痛我也说all right

当风 咻-咻-咻-送走我的爱 街边路灯一整排
低着头为谁默哀

是天在 cry cry cry 我的笑还在
有天他不能依赖 你怀念我外套口袋
告诉我 我随时 stand by



is everything reallie over? why can't i have another chance? *sighs

i'm gonna be late for work,
than what am i doin here?
listening to let it be?
hah.
trying to make a good start for today,
i shall be happy. =)


*poofs

i must say,
i have been thinking too much.
i feel like pouring out all my tears once and for all,
so i can never cry for you ever again.

i hate this feeling.

work? boring please.
but time passed rather fast.

wrote notes for her while working(cause it's too very much no people).
it's all about how i feel.
but!
am not giving it to her. hah.
rubbish lahs.
=/


i'm down.

i love this song.


*Jet/lookwhatyouvedone


Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

------------------------
this is one of my fav too.


*thebeatles/letitbe


When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah let it be.
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah let it be.
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

i just hope you'll be ok.

i'm not feeling good.
i don't know whyie.
i think maybe because of her?
*sighs.
i just don't have this very good feeling.
what am i waiting for?
when she don't seem to give a damn?
what has the world come to lah?
i miss her. =(



and,
i hate seeing dex the way she is now.
stop it all now once and for all my dear.
i don't feel good seeing you like that,
which i think,
carrie and the rest won't feel good too.
please be ok.
*hugs tight.
we all still love you,
and remember,
we'll pull u up,
and you gotta hold on tight ya? =)




i feel alone and lost without you.

*OceanOu/xiuxiuxiu.
i wanna give this song to you.
no matter how hurtful i will say i'm alright,
whenever no one is there for you,
i'm always on a standby.
remember,
i'm always here.



i hate this pain, when i can't even tell u how i feel, cause you like things the way it is now.

"Oh shut up you fugly biatch."

*laughs.

mean girls is nice,
those girls are so pretty i swear.
"Love you! *muahs muahs*"
lols, me and dex is absorbing those "fugly biatch" and "love you, muahs muahs" fast.
=) we're a fast learner, hor DEAR?
lols.
left her house at 4plusAM.
i swear her dogs are cute lahs,
esp that ah beng-ah boi.
terrorist me only lah? muahaha.
meimei also,
but all damn cute lahs. =)


off today.
had an appt today.
tomorrow gotta be at work at 9am please.
that fucking boss wan my life lahs?
well,
it's going to be for a short while only.
i'm so gonna leave.


talked to christine about some stuff,
at least i feel better now.
=/
can i be stronger and continue waiting?
*wo hui nai xin de deng

oh,
this song for you too.
*OuDeYang/GuDanBeiBanQiu.

will find this song soon to put as blog music.



never say you miss me when you don't, speak from ya heart.

*stacieorrico/ipromise


Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will


she sent me this song the other time and i can't open the file.
now i can open and listen, i know why she said it was nice.
can i give this song to you?
i promise i will.

--------------------

goin to meet dexDEAR in town,
and gonna go for grouping at 7.
no appointments today.
sad please.
*sighs.

wo hao xiang ni

ok, changed color and everything.
this definately look better. =)

Xing Meng

sylvia jie find this song specially for me, thanks jie. And i want to give this song to everyone out there whose heart is broken. =)


[wrote all these at work]

I have to keep my feelings and hide my love for you.
By not showing it,
i will cause no arguements and you'll be happy,
this is what you want.
But have you ever thought how much it does hurt me so?
I might be no one to you right now,
i might not even mean anything in your life.
But do you know you're my everything?
Are you really happy to leave thingy this way?

--------------------

Sleepless nights,
bothered heart,
wondering why am i still hurting so much?
complicated mind,
trapped down soul,
why do i still love you so much?
This is so wrong,
why aren't we together now?
This shouldn't be.
Struggling hard to search for my lost soul,
and the shattered heart.
Searching for the ways,
please open up the door and lead me to your heart.
Let me be the one.
------------------------






BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.


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ok,
new layout again.
so orangish. =/
better layouts to come if i see one.
"indiff" designed by myself. ugly. *tsk



i'm sick and tired of this job,
i am quitting soon quitting.
horrid day,
horrid mood.

i varlie bootiful is finally back in hometown.
missed her so much please.
but too bad,
she working on sat,
i'm not.

meeting dexDEAR in town tomorrow for my break,
i might will demand her to stay till i off work than go her house together to catch mean girls and taking lives.
OH!
forgot to tell you dear,
i wan watch taking lives too. heh. =)


can't wait for tomorrow to come.
yeappieee.



you, come mend my broken heart please.

*frente/bizzarelovetriangle


Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

i've decided to give up my tragus piercing,
i took it out for goodness sake,
swollen like anything lah.

sad lah. =(

and sylvia jie got new phone!!
the new nokia rectangle phone!!
nokia 7610!!!
i'm jealous please.
i wan throw away this phone,
and i wan new phone!!!

tragus pain please. =(

whole head pain after the whole "squeezing pus" process.
i feel deaf. =(

hello hello. *waves
my tragus is definately giving me problems, swollen like hell please. =(
pain like anything lah?

off today,
had two appointments.
with janice and her friend david.
then later maryann, my qingren.
quite successful,
three of them will come back and join. =)

went to eat with maryann and tiffany(her gf) at BQ,
she ate whole pot of a $15 curry fishhead please,
i so swear she's a pig.
and of course,
don't know how much rice and ate mee goreng too. =/
after which we went to SSC to play pool than head to PS cafe cartel for drinks.

met kanie, deb and the stupid toad face moreena after that.
so long no see moreena le,
so happy to see her toad face again.
lols.
once again,
she's a joke lahs. =)
still i love them so much.

tomorrow gotta work again,
sians please.
and jas won't be at work. she off!!
how sad,
no partner to joke and talk cock with.
and the bosses will be back tomorrow i guess,
SIANS!!

well well well,
work than will have money mahs.
bo bians lah..

and the stupid debt collector for my past hp bill came up my house with a red letter.
heng no one was at home.
*laughs


hope i can see her tomorrow

ok,
i swear i hate blogger,
firstly, can't blog.
now, my tag board gone.
what is this lah?
=/

was watching VCD at work,
finished one show, HAH. =)
bought two new t shirts from moozmix.
got my reserved very long trucker cap,
personally designed by Don Lee, a breakdancer.
i think he is damn cool lah.

well well well,
today had been a darn boring day please.
broke the lowest record of sales today,
uncle's so gonna kill me when he comes back. *sulks.



Killed
1) 2 moozmix t-shirts
2)red trucker cap


planning to kill
1)Nike Dunks
2)POA pants
3)fragile pants and t-shirts
4)more obey t-shirts
5)more mambo t-shirts
6)digital cam
7)nokia 6600
8)dye hair
9)trim hair
10)more tattoos


wheeeeeeee.......






you you you you and YOU

(this was supposed to be yesterday's post)

To feel lonely and have depression every now and den, normal?
Or am i reallie thinking too much.
Why do i think and feel that no one cares anymore?
especially her.
The feeling of unhappiness and pain is undescribable,
it seem like it's already at the extreme.
Nothing and no one can pull me back,
except her.
At this very point of time,
i reallie need her here with me,
but too bad,
Why would she bother?
We're only friends.
Yes, friends.

Heard this song at work,
Wu Ying Lian Pin - Xiang Jian Ni.
damn nice,
i wish she knows that i want her to hear that song,
and it's especially for her.




i wish i could see you right now

just got back from movie with jas and jenny,
i tell u the show "UNDEAD" suck big time.
don't watch it, waste of money only.
the starting 5mins of the show,
jas already wanna go outta the cinema and go to others to watch some nicer show,
but too bad lahs, even if go out also cannot watch other shows,
we were in cinema6, the cornerEST one and the only one,
so ya.
so wasted my $8.50 please.
 
work was havoc please,
mr alson just can't stop making a fool outta himself and cause a huge joke that make us laugh till our jaws pain.
irritating arsehole lahs.
 
before we catch the sucky show,
we actually sat at orchard emerald mos burger,
ate and we gossipped please.
lols, yes.
were talking about mr alson's so called mr beckam tattoo at his hip, joke please.
jas even said that he should tattoo one whole soccer team(real madrid) on his front chest,
and the other team on his back, of course not lacking the goal post and the goalkeeper though.
lols.
 
 
 
 
you'll always be  my 1st priority, i love you.

Don't know what to say now
don't know where to start
I don't know how to handle a complicated heart
You tell me you are leaving
but I just have to say before you throw it all away
Chorus: Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you're coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain you can lean on me,
my love will still remain

Don't know what you're thinking to me it seems quite tough
to hold a conversation
when words are not enough so this is your decision and there's nothing
I can do I can only say to you

Chorus:
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you're coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain you can lean on me,
my love will still remain
 
 
 
this song is specially for her
 
 
 
 
 
 
what a day. *phews

test was..
ok la.
but seem to have no confidence that i'll pass?
but CHOY!!
=/

went down company with jenny and her friend safiah,
nearly close.
she'll be back tomorrow. =)

well,
today was a tiring but packed day la.
running everywhere please.
=/
*tired.



i wish i can see you

goin down company,
to study my theory,
abit out of point,
but yes,
i'm goin there to study my theory. LOLS.
=D



*poofs

work was havoc please.
lols.

hmm..
just got back from town.
slacked around with sylvia jie.
*touch self and go "fei li ah fei li ah -mono tone-"
JOKE PLEASE. =D

enjoyed though.

doubt i'll be able to wake up later.
lols.
if i can't,
i varlie bootiful,
don't kill me please.


gonna have my driving basic theory test in the evening.
haven't even study finish,
see how i die la.
must meet i varlie bootiful to study!!
MUST!!
hmmm,
mean girls later?


let me tell you, you will never be alone.even if you think so, turn back and you'll see me behind you. =) will always be behind to catch you whenever you fall. trust in me.

i wanna thank i varlie bootiful varlie much for making my blog back in shape,
and i wanna say sorry varlie much to cause you to have three mosquito bites.

i'm a html idert la. =/
sad please.
off to sleep.


*poofs

work was havock please.
lols.
fun. =D
some art central peeps came to interview jon mah at fourskin,
and..
they ask me to act as customer la.
lols. shy please.
although they only shot my backview,
but still shy please. lols. *grins


after work met up with kanie deb and my meimei at bishan go pasar malam.
by the time i reach there le,
most of the stalls all close le,
sad please.
and the expo at bishan also today close,
went to visit my ex boss (serene's mum).
and she said i grew fatter le,
i so swear i'm gonna go on diet please.


hmmm,
i actually asked her out for movie,
where did i get my guts from please?
=but also don't know if i can make it la.
hope i can? hmmmm....


do you know? i'm still so in love, with you! *sighs

feeling much better now and my voice is coming back.
like FINALLY LA.

hmmm,
work was fun today,
me, wohenmei(i verlie bootiful) and jas was making a nuisance outta ourselves please.
LOLS.
fun fun FUN!!


hmmm,
she ain't in good mood,
i hope she will feel better soon. =)
hope she'll feel better after her sleep la. =D
*sweet dreams pretty one. =)




i'm always here, just for you

am sick,
took half day leave.
=i hope the clinic's not closed yet.
feeling so weak please.


i miss you

*/parts of talktome


words are so hard to say,
whatever makes you turn away,
can be any worse than i imagine.
u gotta tell me what u need from me,
to hold u close to set u free.
cause i just wanna see u smile again.

but i can't help u if u keep me in the dark,
open up ya breaking heart and...

i don't know how to ease the pain you're goin through,
baby tell me what to do.

talk to me,
that's what my love is here for,
can't stand to see those tears in ya eyes,
i'll do anything it takes to make it right.
should i hold you close to set u free to fly.
baby talk to me,
even if it's just to say goodbye.

You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)


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I'VE TOTALLY LOST MY VOICE
it's quite sad la.
see how i work tmr.


day was alrights,
went down company,
and annette joined me as a business partner. =)
good good,
it's kind of a good start for myself,
a great motivation indeed,
that i actually got a BA in. muahaha.

met meimei and aj at ps.
den after that off to heeren with meimei to meet kane and to get her pencil case.
went off to far east to check out "fragile" and "obey".
i tell u fragile's clothes are damn nice!
gonna have a BIG buy next month when i get my pay there.
and i'm gonna get kane a shirt or pants there for her birthday on nov.
hee.

went scgs to pick deb up with kanie,
than went newton with them, pohyee and the other two friends.

went to this new snooker place in TPY to play pool.
=D
nice place.

ok,
my voice are giving way,
it's nearly 3/4 gones,
hopefully tmr it'll be better.
so i won't scare all the customers off.

*yawns.



how silly can you get? i so swear she's damn cute. =)


























You have a twisted soul! Twisted Souls are never
bad, and actually, are a rarity amongst souls.
These souls are a little combination of
everything, with always a little of their own
chaos to add. Twisted Souls are kind, loving,
weird, zany, temperamental, and very talented.
They have their own firm opinion, and can at
one time be very outspoken and passionate, and
the other time shy and feeling insignificant.
Twisted Souls have good senses of Humor and
other times can be a bore. You can act quite
intelligent at one time, and grasp concepts
easily, while other times they can find it
difficult to understand. Twisted Souls are
always very fun and Kind, and can be party
animals. But, if you love someone, youre
serious about it, intense, and forever loyal.
Congratulations-the world should have more like
you.



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You're Harry Potter! You don't think before you act
very often, especially when you're angry. When
you're left alone for too long you're mind
starts to wander to things you don't wanna
think about. Usually it seems that everything
happens to you--but just remember, shit happens
to everyone.


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*/sorryseemtobethehardestword.

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

work was kinda fun today, though i think i kinda sprained my leg.
don't know why also.
and i lost my voice.
i can't talk please. =
pierced my tragus with my meimei that small cheryl,
was scared please. lols.
and that girl sorta "laughed" at me,
saying why do i dare to pierce my labret but not that small part of the ear, the tragus?
sad please.


hmmm..
MONKS-ED with the two sweeties,
DEXdear and CARRIEwohenmei[ i verlie bootiful please].
=D
had fun! =D
*does the satisfaction sign. grins.


tomorrow no work,
but gotta go down company at 2 for a appointment with miss annette please. =)

sick le la.
*whines. =(




i seem to be ignoring you, but do you know how much i care?

work was slow and boring please.
heng the sales went up at the end of the day. =)

met kanie and deb after work downstairs deb's hse coffee shop.
and kanie ignored me cause i gave my staff voucher to this pretty and cute emily lookalike girl whom i barely know for 15mins?
=i'm not zhong se qing you please,
SHE CAST SOME SPELLS ON ME I SWEAR.

my spects,
i still feel slanted.
and it's falling off my nose.
*lao ah pek look
i think i go adjust so many times till the optician also think i'm irritating please. =/
HOW LA.



i dreamt of you

work was boring please.

am suffering from terrible sore throat and flu please.
=/

i managed to figure out the song sent by wohenmei,
Smash-Talk To Me.
but can't catch the fading part at the back,
but like very nice ehs.
must find the proper lyrics please.
oh!
i got my new spect yest. =D
darn nice please,
but whenever i wear it,
i'll feel as though it's like slanted one side.
sad please.
not used to it la. =)

am talking to her now,
she's running a fever.
hope she'll be fine. =)


i miss you so much please

today work was lousy please.
*coughs
i think i'm getting sick too. blahs.


am gonna change fone with my sis!
=D
GD88, gonna take pic and blast her whole fone please. HAH!!

wells,
i bought ten packs of london, 6 per pack, damn cheap la.
stock up for whole month please. =D

i got these two links darn funny,
go see please.



---- The C.S Joke
---- The Hippo Dance







why am i thinking so much of you still?

This part of the show,

shi jie shang jui yao yuan de ju li,
bu shi shen yu si.
er shi wo zai ni mian qian,
ni que bu zhi dao wo ai ni.

shi jie shang jui yao yuan de ju li,
bu shi wo zai ni mian qian,
ni que bu zhi dao wo ai ni.
er shi wo men ming ming zhi dao bi chi xiang ai,
que bu neng zai yi qi.

shi jie shang jui yao yuan de ju li,
bu shi zhi dao bi chi xiang ai ,
er bu neng zai yi qi,
er shi, ming ming wu fa di dang zhe duan shi nian,
que hai yao zhuang zuo shi hao mei ba ni fang zai xin di.


*sighs, this is darn sad please.

HAD FUN PLEASE.
DEX,NOR,RYAN,EUGENE AND LEONA.

took neoprints with those iderts,
DEX,NOR,RYAN AND EUGENE PLEASE.
=D

so long no take neoprint le,
was so excited la. =)


feeling so tired,
am not gonna sleep so late today,
off to watch VCD.
Qian Jing Bai Fen Bai PLEASE.



i miss you....

go out or not to go out?
=/


ok, i'm goin heartland to meeet my DEARdex, GERGERnor, ryan and leona?
*poofs


hope i can see her there.

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yes that's my full name, not funny please.
don't know how to make la, highlight if u wanna see the whole damn thing

@ 5:32 AM

To the one i love



I'm always here,
but you don't see my presence.
I'm always here,
so why din you come to me when you're in need?
I'm always here,
turn back if you need love.
I'm always here,
at the door steps of ya heart waiting for you.
I just need you to open up the door.



There might be a hundred and thousands of reasons things turned out this way,
and there might be a handful of excuses why you din want things the right way.
But i can tell you this,
i need not need anything or anyone to explain why i love you,
neither do i need any reasons to why am i still holding on so tightly.
I just love you.


I can never see the light shine in my heart again,
the light of my life has gone away, leaving me here all alone in the darkness.
I need this light to help me find my way through,
find my way through to happiness.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
*backstreetboys/backtoyourheart.


It's not that I can't live without you
It's just that I don't even want to try
Every night I dream about you
Ever since the day we said goodbye
If I wasn't such a fool
Right now I'd be holding you
There's nothin' that I wouldn't do
Baby if I only knew

Chorus:
The words to say
The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do
To get to you
And find a way back to your heart

I don't know how it got so crazy
But I'll do anything to set things right
Cause your love is so amazing
Baby you're the best thing in my life
Let me prove my love is real
And made you feel the way I feel
I promise I would give the world
If only you would tell me girl

Chorus

Give me one more chance, to give my love to you
Cause no one on this earth loves you like I do
Tell me

Chorus

I turn back time
To make you mine
And find a way back to your heart
I beg and plead
Fall to my knees
To find a way back to your heart

Chorus

@ 5:27 AM

just got back from cine,
caught the show "spiderman2" with cheryl the xiao pengkui cum my long lost meimei and cal the idert.
before the show starts we went kBox.
the show darn nice please,
darn sad please.
*sighs.
catch it and you'll know why.
but i like the ending. =)
but it will never happen to me de la. =/

tomorrow gotta wake up and go gym with mr calvin.
*yawns.


tell me if you do love me

Sunday, July 04, 2004 @ 2:22 AM

*everytime//


Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

@ 1:46 AM

work was ok lahs,
crowded.

today cashier short of 9.90.
me, jenny and kim hui split,
paid 3.30 each.
SICKENING.

after work went the orchard food fare with jasmine, jenny and kim hui.
ate quite alot ahs.
that kim hui,
sneezed and hit the table,
the whole table nearly overturn.
paiseh can,
me, jas and jenny all three "OIE" together,
everyone turn back and look at us. =/


help miss pretty girl finish her blog layout. =)
nice choice of the layout. i like! =D
*sense of achievement.



tell me..............

Saturday, July 03, 2004 @ 4:22 AM

work was boring PLEASE. =(


MONKS-ED.
chermaine mdm came back!!!!! wheeeeeeeeee....
nice seeing you mdm, reallie WOR. =D
so long no see u le.
MISSED U MANS! =D

*BURPS
i FINALLY got my baobei fossil watch back. =)
am happy to see my watch once again.
*sayangs watch.

some idert mosquito bit my chin. CRIES.

oh oh, i'm doin a small business, anyone wanna join? =D

my heart is aching

Friday, July 02, 2004 @ 3:06 AM

1) Single or Taken: single but not available PLEASE. =)
2) Gender: female
3) Birthday: 19th aug
4) Sign: leo
5) Siblings: 1
6) Shoe size: 7 or 7+
7) Favorite sport: basketball please.
*-;-* T h e E x t r a S t u f f *-;-*
1) Have you ever smoked?: hello? i like smoke everyday?
2) What kind of shampoo do you use?: *shrugs anyhow use la.
3) What are you most scared of ?: not being able to talk to her anymore.
4) What are you listening to right
now?: F.I.R-Wo Men De Ai.
5) What vehicle do you wish to have: mitsubishi lancer or suzuki mini pajero please.
6) Who was the last person who called
you?: kane.
7) Where do you want to get married?:most prolly some island where there's only me and her. =)
8) How many messenger buddies do you have online
now?: sadly, there's only 3. but that's more than enough. =)
9) If you could change one thing about yourself,
what would it be?: my height please.

*-;-* F a v o u r i t e s *-;-*
1) Color: alot la.
2) Food: TPY Lor 5 Opp Block 45, EE MEE SOUP PLEASE. =D
3) Guy's names: Bryan Junior
4) Girl's names: Audrey Please.
5) Animal: CHOW CHOW BREED SO CUTE!! =)
6) Games: pool and NBA. =)
*-;-* Ha v e Y o u E v e r *-;-*
1) Given anyone a bath?: eh.. lols. i shy!
2) Done something so stupid you couldn't sleep
at night? yeahs..
4) Broken the law?: yes, and was locked in a darn place call GraceHaven for freaking 9 mths and 6mths probation please. *sulks
5) Made yourself throw up?: for what eh?
6) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: hello? that is like so.. HUM JI PLEASE.


*-;-* F i r s t T h i n g T h a t C o m e s T o
M i n d *-;-*
1) Red: blood.
2) Cow: one beef bowl please!=)
3) Socks: all my colorful and ah pek lookin socks.
4) Greenland: greenee green green.

*-;-* F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s *-;-*
1) Do you like filling these out?: i'm just bored you see?
2) How many people are you sending this to?: i'm posting on my bloggie!
3) Who will send it back?: no one la.
4) Gold or Silver?: silver please.
5) Who do you like ?: her, not like but love please.
6) Does he/she know?: yes, she knows.
7) What is the last movie you saw?: the day after tomorrow.
8) Favourite cartoon/anime characters?: TIGGER!! =)
9) What do you have for breakfast in the
morning?: curry puff from Old Chang Kee and a bottle of green tea.
10) Who would you hate being locked in a room
alone with?: erms.. my sis maybe?
11) How long did you take to write this?: less than 5 mins please. *BURPS
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ANOTHER ONE PLEASE

[ .01. ] first name: Audrey!
[ .02. ] middle name: lousy. [that's what she said]
[ .03. ] last name: GUO!
[ .04. ] nickname: blow job =\
[ .05. ] gender: female
[ .06. ] age: 18+
[ .07. ] birthday: 19thAug
[ .08. ] height: About last time measured was 162+.
[ .09. ] hair color: black+a lil` bit of brown.
[ .10. ] eye color: *shrugs
[ .11. ] race: cheena
[ .12. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: yes yes yes!! new Gucci spects coming! *excited.
[ .15. ] where were you born: Singapore.
[ .16. ] current location: on the chair in front of the com. *duh? SINGAPORE LA!
[ .17. ] zodiac sign: Leo
[ .18. ] how many languages do u know: many many, that includes, OUR tamil language.cheena,english, a lil` of hokkien and teochew. and cantonese too. =) and maybe malay.
[ .19. ] nationality: Singaporean.
[ .20. ] bad habits: not wanting to tidy my bed every morning i wake up.
[ .21. ] piercings you have: 3 for now. more to come please.
[ .22. ] piercings you want: lips, nose, triggers.
[ .23. ] tattoos you have: 3, more to come TOO!!
[ .24. ] tattoos you want: You know those kinda Roman Time kinda fonts? YES!! i wan to put that!
[ .25. ] today's date: 2ndJuly.
[ .26. ] the time: 3.20am
[ .27. ] ready for more questions?: YESSS.

SCHOOL LIFE
[ .43. ] are you still in school: NO!
[ .44. ] did you drop out: i did quit sch when i was in sec 3.
[ .45. ] current GPA, or last GPA: what is this?
[ .46. ] favorite grade: F9. like DUH!! A1 lahs?!
[ .47. ] least favorite grade: BURPS.
[ .48. ] favorite teacher: erms... *ponders. like none ehs?
[ .49. ] least favorite teacher: YAWNS.
[ .50. ] favorite subjects: Chinese please.
[ .51. ] least favorite subject: MATH and ACCOUNTS! zZzZzZ.
[ .52. ] do you buy lunch or bring it: buy.
[ .53. ] play any sports on the school's team:
BASKETBALL.
[ .54. ] do you do any extracurricular
activities: used to be community service club, than to basketball than to NONE! i got kicked out u see.
[ .55. ] are you popular: definately NO/
[ .56. ] favourite dance: HIP HOP and BREAK DANCE
[ .57. ] least favorite dance: indian please. lols/.lame la.
[ .58. ] favorite memory: Loads of memories.
with her. =)
[ .59. ] least favorite memory: those times in gracehaven.
[ .60. ] most humiliating moment: erms.. alot la.

YOUR FAVOURITES
[ .61. ] number: 49 and 03? =)
[ .62. ] clothing brand: obey's design is nice. =D fourskin
[ .63. ] shoes: Nike, Adidas, Vans
[ .64. ] saying(s): what the foock.
[ .65. ] TV Show: no time watch tv.
[ .66. ] sport: basketball and pool. =)
[ .67. ] vegetables: erms, lady finger and kang kong.
[ .68. ] fruit: bananna, honeydew and rock melon please.
[ .69. ] movie: erms.. MANY !
[ .70. ] magazine: i am beginning to like Milk Mags. =)
[ .71. ] actor: =[ .72. ] actress: Yawns
[ .73. ] candy: anything that's nice. i can't live without sweets please.
[ .74. ] gum: originals.
[ .75. ] scent: Ralph Lauren =) , coolwater and ckone.
[ .76. ] choc bar: snickers!
[ .77. ] ice cream flavour: vanilla and choc.
[ .78. ] color : ALOT PLEASE.
[ .79. ] seasons: no seasons in sg?
[ .80. ] holidays: erms, doesn't matter la. maybe chinese new year? $_$
[ .81. ] bands: Blink 182, linkin park, coldplay .......
[ .82. ] singer: Usher, Beyonce, 50cent.
[ .83. ] group: A1.
[ .84. ] rappers: 50cent.
[ .85. ] types of music: R&B, hip hop, metals.
[ .86. ] things in your room: letters she gave me, all rubbish, soft toys, TIGGERS! blankiee, bed, study table, pillows,tigger carpet. vandalised walls.
[ .87. ] place to be in: in her heart, if i can be.
[ .88. ] radio station: Perfect 10 !
[ .89. ] tv channel: YAWNS
[ .90. ] junk food: chips, candies and more CANDIES.
[ .91. ] overall food: many la.
[ .92. ] store: BURPS/
[ .94. ] fast food: ALL!
[ .95. ] restaurant: BURPS.
[ .96. ] shape: FARTS.
[ .97. ] song: Burn/
[ .98. ] person you hate most: shan't mention name.
[ .99. ] coolest person you know: *shrugs. perhaps Avril Lavigne? heh.

@ 2:38 AM

that show so reminded me of her.
it seemed like the two characters were me and her.
why do i see us in them?
every word she said,
it's exactly the same as those you've said.
why???
*sighs


and i'm so proud of myself,
me, a html idiot changed the whole blog layout! =)

@ 1:02 AM

*partofBURNusher.
[this song for myself can. sad la please.it's how i feel.]

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

@ 12:40 AM

I'll forgive you for not liking me enough,
and you'll forgive me for loving you too much.

I'll forgive you for being so cold,
and you'll forgive me for missing you so.

I'll forgive you for not hearing the loud racing of my heart,
and you'll forgive me for feeling it so.

I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions,
and you'll forgive me for playing your games.

I'll forgive you for not noticing,
and you'll forgive me for finding you so attractive.

I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low,
and you'll forgive me for raising you up so high.

I'll forgive you for avoiding me,
and you'll forgive me for wanting to be with you.

I'll forgive you for taking advantages,
and you'll forgive me for being so pathethic.

I'll forgive you for never having latched on,
and you'll forgive me for not being able to let go.

I'll forgive you for crushing my hopes and dreams,
and you'll forgive me for having them.


yes, forgiveness do bring inner peace.
but can i?




i've said,
no matter what happen, always remember i'm the one who will always be there for you whenever you call.to see you happy is what i wish, to hear from you is what i hope, to be able to be there for you whenever you're down is what i want and to love you is what i will do.


wo dai zhe chen men de xin qing, tuo zhe chen zhong de jiao bu, yi bu yi bu de zhou hui jia de shi hou, man nao li xiang de dou shi ta.wo de ruo xiao de xin, tu ran jian jue de hen shuan tong.bu zhi gai wang na ge fang xiang zhou. *sighs.






work was ok,
time passed quite fast.
me and hairil kept listening to this two songs,
burn and confession by Usher.
darn nice please,
and also darn sad.

after work went to met miss naiping, cheryl to talk cock sing song at lau pa sat.
lols.
thank you for pei-ing me cheryl.
nono.. should be.. thank you miss SLOW[cen man]. =D






yao jian dao ni zhen de you zhe mo nan ma?

Thursday, July 01, 2004 @ 12:26 AM

stupid tag, i can't tag la.

[thank you gerger. but for sure, she will always and be the only one.and i'm very sure, that my heart can only accept her and only her, cause there's only enough space for only her, no one can take her place. =) i'm sure you know what i mean, cause it has happened to you before. =)]




the shows darn sad please,
somehow reminded me of her.
*sighs.
+i live only for you+