Work was horrid.
Today rain whole day can,
RAWRS!!
Nearly turn into ice cube at work.


Missed my pig so dearly,
din get to msg her much today.
BAHS!!


ok,
nothing much.
that's about today.

















fear is in me

off to kukuland to meet my princess pig.






*poofs

4.05am
Just got home.
Had a listing session with sylvia jie, na ge jiao wo BB de ren(Cheryl), kanie and bryan.
=)





I miss my pig




off to sleep.
*poofs

com was down for a day.
that explains why you din see my reply to the loser who tagged in my blog.
and no new entries. =))

Hey loser,
dare to call my gf a bitch,
you jolly well have the gut to leave ya name behind.
Wherever or whatever you're not happy with,
we can always TALK!








Met pig today at tampines.
=))
Am very happy to see her,
wonder when will i see her again.

Gotta cheong NTI,
if not My Dylan is gonna make me shave botak and wear LUMIMI.
GOD!!
BAM BY END OF THIS YEAR!!!
I'm NOT gonna shave and wear LUMIMI and parade in the office,
nono!







I'm very happy whenever you're around. You just brighten up my day.

I will allow nothing to come between us,
N O T H I N G.








I'm on MC for two freaking days,
can't eat.
Since yesterday whatever i eat,
i puke.
EEKKS.
I lost 2kg. =/









I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE MY PIG!!

I'm very sure of what had happen and whatever i've heard yesterday,
is affecting me quite a lot.
But somehow,
i still choose to trust my own gf.
I don't wish this sort of things will happen again.


People listen up!
I'm darn protective over own gf.
So anyone who has got the intension to even come near,
think twice about it.
I'm being nice here to warn.

I don't know why,
i'm still so afraid of losing you.
You mean too much to me.
I can never imagine if one day i'm without you,
or one day i'll see you with another.
It'll be too hard for me to take it.
I love you more than i do love myself,
i love you just more than anything,
or anyone on this universe.









Never will i leave

Jasmine/Claudia: Mummy's leaving for Malaysia today and don't know when will she back. BAHS! i will miss you mum!! *hugs.




Yesterday night is somehow might be counted as the last night of this year i could enjoy with mummy.
Went KTV with she and ben(kinkiy).
Had loads of fun and i nearly went deaf,
happily blasting MP4's song.
(This band from Malaysia)
GOD!!









Now,
waiting for that pig to msg me and tell me that she is done with her pool session.
Gonna meet her later! =))

Gunbound isn't working,
upgrading don't know what shit.
Forever upgrading one lahs,
nothing else better to do! lols.



I FOUND THE SONG I LIKE!!
God.
Don't laugh at me,
i might be a bit slow.
This song might be a bit old already.
(P/S: Haven't been in contact with the world when i'm working like some slave now)


MLTR-Take Me To Your Heart.

Here's what i think.
I think, in a lifetime, there's only one.
"One and only" for each of us.
And you're mine.

How do i know you're my "One and only"?


First, there's a way in my heart revs up,
when i'm anywhere in your vicinity.
And there are those telltale,
butterfly-flutters that shows up.
When we've been apart
and when i'm about to see you.
and my concentration---
Let's just say it's a good thing,
rocket science isn't my chosen field.
Oh, sure you could chalk
some of this up to lust.

But we both know that's only part of chemistry between us.
What's between us is deep, soul deep.
And how i feel about you?
Well,
that's soul-deep too.

What's between us is that one-and-only.
Once-in-a-lifetime kinda of love.
And i'm so happy i found that with you.
=)))))))))

I swear she's the cutest thing on earth.
I just so love to see her smile. =)))




my pig

Time pass pretty fast today at work.
Don't know why also,
maybe cause the DINO is not there.
LOLS!


Hmmmms,
nothing much about today.








Kanie: Remember, there's always a way to everything in life, nothing is impossible. No matter what, just remember that deb and me is always there for you.
What are brothers for mans? *hugs

When I Look To The Sky



When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry
And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye

And as I float along this ocean I can feel you like a notion that won’t seem to let me go

Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you’re here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I’m lost something tells me you’re here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here

And every word I didn’t say that caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn’t dance before
And every sunset that we’ll miss I’ll wrap them all up in a kiss
And pick you up in all of this when I sail away

Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead
Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly
But with you I can spread my wings to see me over everything that life may send me
When I am hoping it won’t pass me by

And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me there you are to show me

Today is a meeting weird people day.
I've met like 8978926134182973 weird people today.

Especially the guy Jenny and i saw on the train.
Someone who goes swinging round and round the pole,
someone who thought Macdonalds' straw was a binoculous.
Oh!
And the worse part,
he actually alighted at Toa Payoh.
Thank god he don't stay near me,
i seriously think he is I-N-S-A-N-E.
AND AND AND!!!
This girl puts on blusher like she had just drank 10 bottles of Chivas.
10 bottles of Chivas, that's her "name".
LOLS!!



I ain't a poly student,
but i had attended a several lectures today.
Held by DINO.
(That's his new name)
I seriously, HOPELESSLY cannot stand him.




Work today was a horrid,
as i said,
today is a meeting werid people day and also a meeting ATTITUDE people day.
2 customers came by and asked for discounts,
but i said it's nett price i can't give them any.
So what they do is,
continue irritating me with their "5% only, won't die lah."
AND
"I always come here and buy things, i'm a regular what.You don't regconise me mehss??Next time my friends want buy things i intro them come lah."
GOD!
I so wanted to give them many tight slaps and ask them to shut up.
I kept saying "NO" to them,
they just somehow slammed the thing on the counter and go "I DON'T WAN ALREADY."
sick people.












And anyways,
I miss that silliest pig. =)))

ok, com's done.
everything's doing fine now,
hope it will be this perfectly fine always and all the time.



I hate to see you swing,
so stop swinging ,ok sillys?



Remember whatever i've said,
keep those words in your mind and lock it tight.
I'm heartless now,
i've gave it whole to you.





*I know you'll never let me down.

COM DOWN PLEASE!!!




Don't expect any entries soon till my com is done with the reformatting.
yawns.








i miss that pig

*moodswings










WHATEVER!






















I miss pig.

hmmm..pig woke me up,
but still,
i've decided to be late for work.
lols.
Not exactly late lah,
but take cab to work.
Cause i've got a very strong feeling that orchard might be raining "meows and woofs".



Pig's in school.








*snorts.
I miss her! =)









off to work!
*poofs

hmmm..pig woke me up,
but still,
i've decided to be late for work.
lols.
Not exactly late lah,
but take cab to work.
Cause i've got a very strong feeling that orchard might be raining "meows and woofs".



Pig's in school.








*snorts.
I miss her! =)









off to work!
*poofs

ok!
So finally i'm done with my blog!
Tagboard's back.
Everything's in place!
Just that some of my links are gones,
so people,
kindaly tag behind ya addie if you want me to add you yeah?


Heading to bed already!












*poofs

A day has passed without pig.
And i miss her so much! =))
But wells,
am gonna see her tomorrow!

P/S:PIG!! my heart will always be with you. It won't fly, cause it's tied to you.





I miss dex, nor and carrie.
ESP NOR!
HELLO GERGER, HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN ME!!
I MISS U PLEASE.
Friday is our outting day!
SUSHI PLEASE! =D
*misses

back from movie with the two J(s) and jas's sister.



"The Teriminal" is good.
Catch it!!


feeling god damned tired.
off to sleep now.













blissful is the word








I miss that pig.

met my pig today. =))


monks-ed.






back home now,
half way getting drunk.



i miss my pig. =((
















i'm so glad that i've found you,
i would never want you to leave me,
neither will i leave you.













I'm a fishmonger,
i only want you to myself.
NO SHARING PLEASE!!
I love you pig. =))

I MISS THAT PIG!!

Met that pig today at Tampines for breakfast cum lunch.
Yoohooo.
I've never felt so happy for a long time.


I'm so happy that i've found her.
And as what i told her,
i wanna be with her as long as i live. =)













I'm fully contented with what i have now, and that's amanda. =)

I'm attached! =)
To that silly pig!
=D





Meeting that silly pig tomorrow nearby her house for breakfast.
and i'm so gonna KOK her head tomorrow.
BAHS!!















MISS ME!!! =D

I think this song is damn meaningful.






*sade/somebodyalreadybrokemyheart



you came along when i
needed a saviour
someone to pull me
through somehow
i've been torn apart so
many times
i've been hurt so many
times before
so i'm counting on you now

somebody already
broke my heart
somebody already
broke my heart

here i am
so don't leave me stranded
on the end of a line
hanging on the edge of a lie
i've been torn apart so
many times
i've been hurt so many
times before
so be careful and be kind

somebody already
broke my heart
if someone has to lose
i don't want to play
somebody already
broke my heart
no no i can't go there again

you came along when i
needed a saviour
someone to pull me
through somehow
i've been torn apart so
many times
i've been hurt so many
times before
so i'm counting on you now

somebody already
broke my heart
if someone has to lose
i don't want to play
somebody already
broke my heart
no no i can't go there again

ANOTHER HUGEEEEEEEEEEE INVASION OF DA smallllll CHERYL!!!!!!.....
HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........
BJ'S BEAMING WITH DELIGHT!!!!!!!




Heyas, that was the very HUGE but yet so small invasion by miss cheryl.

today was a great day,
happy! =)
Because of the pig.
and also cheryl made me mooncake. =D





I'm dating a pig.
yes,
a silly one.
=)





Hmmm..
and i'm glad i've actually found a pig.
Yes..
ALL GLAD!! =)

Cinderella story is good.


Just came back from movie with the two J(s).



Anything can happen.
Just like how i'm feeling now.




Am quite confused about my thinking,
and definately what my heart wants.










to you,
You were never once mine,
and will never be mine.
i know everything's over,
over.
You're gone,
now,
and for good.










Someone just tell me what to do.

It's hurting me like hell;as usual.
But what can i do?
Nothing at all.

It's been so long,
so long that i've forgotten,
forgotten that we were once in love.

Those sweet memories you gave me,
and those times when you held me up so high
and let go leaving me with wounds that can't be healed.

Look what you've done to me,
you've made me a fool;a total fool.


Have you ever appreciated whatever i've done for you?
I seriously doubt so.
You just took me for granted, didn't you?


I'm afraid everything just gotta end this way,
even our so called friendship.




Thank you so much for being such a good pretender.












am feeling all depressed, unlove and unwanted.

/OceanOu.yirenyiban





i dreamt of you.

I'm shocked.




I don't know what you told ya friends,
i don't know what you've said.


















Maybe,
"OH!! She's such a pest!"


























God damn it.

























I will leave you alone,
once and for all.








































Nothing in life comes easy, i've gotta try. Harder to move on.

it doesn't matter anymore.







I've never blamed you for a single small matter,
i deserved it ya.














I'm numb to everything.


























E V E R Y T H I N G!