why do you always think that you're the only whose hurt?
you don't know how much hurt you've caused me.

you always use harsh words on me,
i'm a human too, you know that?
i ain't robot of anything else,
i've got feelings too, i can FEEL.

you always make me feel that i ain't important at all.
from today's incident i can feel what exactly you meant when you said,
"you are very important to me".
it's all the other way round, i guess.

you don't know how much i wanted to see you today,
i was all excited, wanting to reach the place where you were fast.
i made a long journey, but only saw you for 5 seconds.
or maybe less then that.
no hugs no kisses.
only anger.
you din even bothered to make me stay.
i'm nothing.


sighs.
i feel meaningless living on this earth now, how i wish i could just die.
*h**** hurts.i can't breathe.


/later

i miss the 2 white creatures. esp the fat one!



and of course this stupid girl.



i can't sleep, so i've decided to blog something.
i really hope things will work out.
at least make an effort, if you do truly love me.
i miss you.....





/later