haven't been updating my stupid blog.
doubt anyone reads it anyway,
but i'm still gonna update now.

xx and gang, sorry about that night.meet up soon ok! (:


going to work has been a chore to me,
opening the shop and closing shop with the ugliest zombie face you would never wanna see.
sleeping has been a chore to me too(and it still is),
2 or 3 hours a day, or maybe none.
too much thoughts on my mind,
too much emotions in me.
beer beer beer and more beer,
becoming some stupid alcoholic.(faster slap me on my face)

i thought i would be stronger,
i guess i'm getting weaker and weaker as each day passes by.
why does my heart always feel so heavy and sour.
i'm acting like some freaking fucked up coward, hum ji like nobody's business.TSK.
and it's getting on my nerves, i hate the way i am now.

somebody kill me if you can/want,
but please don't stain ya hands with my blood.
strangle me or what lah, make me die the most handsome way if possible.
what rubbish.

i don't even know what am i thinking and who am i now.
bonkers is the word to describe me at this moment i guess.

bye world.
bye peeps.
(don't worry, i'm not gonna commit suicide. I'M NOT SUICIDAL!)




/later

NANCY IS HERE TO INVADE!

KUMANTONG IS JUST PLAIN OLD LAZY .
PLAYING DAYTONA INSTEAD OF BLOGGING.

" YOU ARE DRIVING IN THE WRONG DIRECTION "

ANYWAY NANCY IS GOING OFF TO THAILAND IN 4 MORE DAYS.
MUST MISS ME OKAY?
LOVE ?
IF NOT MUMMYYYY WILLL CARRRYYY YOOUUUUUU!

NANCY IS DONE HERE!
LOVE LOVE LOVE!
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I Somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind



/later

OH MY FUCKING GOD!
I'M FUCKING SICK.
AND NOBODY IS GIVING A FLYING SHIT FUCK ABOUT ME. POUTS.

i need to see a shrink very badly,
someone intro me a good one please!




somebody tell me HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!




/later

I dont know how or why I feel different in your eyes.
All I know is it happens everytime.
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

If i could freeze some moment in my mind
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
'Cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel


i don't know how am i supposed to say how i feel at this very moment,
you might think i'm crazy.
i'm sucha emo freak, grouchy arsehole for these past few days or rather weeks, this is totally driving me crazy.
i think i should work more, work till i die! (:


to that very someone, i'm glad you're happy with ya other half now.
i wanna thank you for making what i am now, i'm much stronger.


/later

i want to not bother please.


/later

MY NEW FLIP FLOP! :D


a small gathering with the girls, my besties from sec sch. (:
although i'm coughing like hell, fucking sick, fucking can't breathe.
but i'm one happy boi. so happy to see them!
meet up soon again!! *grins
we took neos, but kinda lazy to scan.......








i wish i am able to read ya mind.....


/later