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and yes la. my name is audrey guo la. *sulks



goin to work soon le,
sians.
two days off so fast gones. *cries.
gonna go and face some people.
AHHHHHH.
ok..
off to work la.
*poofs


making a decision will do you good, but not to me. cause no matter what i choose, i'll still hurt like before and i'll still hurt like now.

new pics uploaded by gerger.
check it out under "snaps__" .








i'm not gonna make any decision.

*my.immortal//Evanescence


my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

---------------------------------------------------

this song is for you





well,
today i've watched 3 discs.
gonna watch finish all today.
and i can return it to her.
i bet she wants to catch the show very badly again.
yeaps...


no mood,
shall blog later.


//although you're here, but all along, i'm alone

monks-ed with that bunch of sweeties.
*burps.

today was a tiring day,
but yet fun. =)

sentosa-ed in the morning till late afternoon.
went company in the evening.
than head to monks. =)

i'm so traumatised please,
with everything please.
+plus friendster is forever laggy lah huhs.

*sighs
i feel so tired.
physically, emotionally and mentally.
someone save me from my misery PLEASE!


your shadow still living inside of me


this hurt is pulling me down hard,
no matter how strong i try to stand up again,
i can't.
it's just a routine cycle.
this might not be any impact to you,
cause i doubt you'll be affected by all this shit anymore.
like what dex have told me,
it's just a matter of time.
i'll learn,
learn to let go.
since you want me to.




//this pain is unbearable

dA HUGE INVASION BY small cheryl...
ELloZzzzzz...cher'S in dA house!!...
EnD of dA HuGe InVasion....-bLeAhZ-

my blog is terrorised by that small cheryl. LOLS.
what a "HUGE" invasion ah. =)

well,
today's a boring day.
work was darn boring,
you can't imagine how "MANY" people actually walked passed my shop.
bahs!!

well......
i'm still under depression. =/



*ends

suffering from depression?
great depression it is.
*sighs.

i don't know what the fuck i am doin lah!
ARGH!


you're all i ever wanted.
and why am i doin all these?
*sighs.


i'm still very in love

for the past 6mths or so,
to you,
everything was just a game.
you were the player,
i was the game.
got sick of it?
quit.
*sighs.

don't ask me why i'm like that.
i don't wish too,
it's hurting me like fuck.
but what else can i do?


wohenmei was being very nice la,
came down town to pei me for my break than go back aljunied for tuition. =D
thank you for everything wohenmei.
remember our car dream?
drive to m'sia PLEASE!
fags,shoppings and to HAVE FUN! yeahs?
hmmm......



i still wish you're here, just to help me dry the tears that i've cried. *sighs. i miss you so, but......i guess i gotta go.....

work was fun with wohenmei.
did managed to reallie totally drown myself with work today.
so i won't think?
*sighs.

my dad called me this morning out of nowhere,
asked me when i'm taking my driving theory.
SOON!
i want to drive so badly.
sick of public transports please.

but obviously,
me and wohenmei set this thingy,
we'll get license together,
rent or buy car,
drive into malaysia,
buy fag , play and SHOP!
=D
i can't wait..
P/S: no strangers in our cars please. =)

tomorrow work.
sians.
can't wait for fri and sat.
two days off! =D
and fri monks!
CATCHING UP WITH THE SWEETIES PLEASE! =)



you're goin outta my mind, my heart and my life

i feel so...
cheated?
ok, not cheated.
but....
clown-ish.
i feel like...
i'm sucha fool?
LOLS! fool...
one big fool i am.


i'm so glad i have that bunch of sweeties.
always there for me when i'm down,
trying to cheer me up with their best tries.
i feel that i let them down,
cause i zhi gan duo luo.
i....
i just can't be strong at this point of time.

things always don't go the way i think it would,
never the right way, never.

why am i such a zhong gan qing person?
why can't i just be more..
be more cruel?
maybe i can do to anyone else,
but just not her.


[bu neng fang kai, dang zhong shi ye yao fang kai. bei bi de fang kai] *sighs.


my future is in my very own hands,
i will make it big,
i will.

what a day.

currently ain't in any mood.
negative thinkings getting on my mind.
i hate my life.

............................................

i'm gonna get lost from ya sight, i won't bother you anymore. sorry for being a pest.

supposed to meet jenny at 10am a newton.
what am i still doin online?
lols.
LATE LATE LATE!!!!!!

she sent me a song.
i don't reallie get what it meant,
but roughly.
sighs.

I MISS U!!!! =((

today off.
morning overslept and i nearly can't get in for the talk held by company's director that will only be held like.. maybe once in a few months or maybe 2 years?
i'm so lucky.
*phews.

so darn tired.
had the talk cum lesson for whole darn day,
but it's darn powerful!
it actually builds up some confident in me,
some motivations to work harder for what i wan and not what i need.

and one thing i've learnt,
never give up, chase ya dreams.
challenge whatever obtacles that comes along ya way.
and i'm applying it in both work and her.
yeaps.
hope i can do it?
ok,
or rather.
I WILL MAKE IT! =)

tomorrow got work again,
goin down fourskin's office early in the morning to check what stocks to replenish.
and my mum's starting her 1st day work in fourskin's office too,
am gonna help her do some cleaning up here n there. =)

yawns*
tired but fruitful day.

had some short talk with kane just now,
and frm the talk i've realised,
actually she possesses almost everything i want for a gf,
everything i want for a love.
*sighs.
but,
if i reallie persist on,
will me and her still be impossible?
sighs.

although my eye lids are closing,
but i just can't get to sleep.
your face have been flashing through my mind,
your laughter,
your captivating smile.....

it's just all you!

wherever i go,
i would smell your scent around,
i would thought you're around.
why would i always sense ya presence everywhere i go?
a part of me always,
the zippo.


i miss you............


F.I.R-wo men de ai[wo men de ai, guo le jiu bu zai hui lai.zhi dai xian zai wo hai mo mo de deng dai.wo men de ai wo ming bai, yi bian cheng ni de fu dan, zhi shi yong yuan wo dou fang bu kai, zui hou de wen ran, ni gei de wen ran]

ni shi fou hai ai wo?

MY QUIZ!!


work today was sucky larhs,
don't ask me why.
darn pissed with the fucking boss.
ARGH.

hmmm..
well,
i wanna earn up to 700USD in 6mths.
and i swear i'm so gonna work hard and make it.
and I'LL QUIT THIS DARN JOB FOR GOOD!
=/

sighs..
today had a GREAT depression.
miss her i guess.

that's all for today.

*poofs

hmmm..
monks-ED.
fun!
but my feet hurts! CRIES!
she din wanna go monks. *pouts
so din get to see her larhs!!
am happy to see her in the noon though.
hmmm......

my nose is peeling. *sulks.
two colors tmr PLEASE.
moisturizer and MORE MOISTURIZER!

i so swear i'm gonna die at work later.
YAWNS!


*poofs



don't you know? i need ya love. *sighs

just completed two disc. be happy for me pretty girl. =)

well, work today was boring.
sales today was EXTREMELY like SHIT.
ok..
what the fuck larhs.
tomorrow sure kena nag already. =/

i swear that show's darn sad.
sighs.
why why why!!
why when one love each other they always can't get together.
*sighs.

i wonder how long ya feelings for me will stay.
i don't know what will happen in the future.
i don't know if miracles will ever happen again?
all i know is,
i'll wait,
and i love you more than anything else in this world.


wo men de ai, guo le jiu bu neng hui lai ma?

call me a fool,
call me blind all you want.
sorry for being this stubborn,
but you're the only one.

for all these years,
there had never been other girls who can make me smile without saying a word,
just by looking at you and hearing ya voice brings the smile upon my face.

my heart was shattered into pieces,
and i've cried all my tears dried.
i was supposed to feel numb wasn't i?
but why do i still hurt?


never will i have the 2nd chance to prove you and everyone wrong? sighs......


***The Beatles/Yesterday

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, I'm not half to man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm.

SIGHS!
I MISS HER!! CRIES!!! =((


today,
adorn lost to fourskin again.
blardy hell.
bought new woven belt from adorn,
contributed to a small teeny weeny part of the sales. =)

i swear my burnt is killin me,
PAIN! =/
i can reallie see the total color diff from my body,
and my face and arms. gosh. *faints


met up with kanie and her sch mate a while a kou fu and head home.
now i'm home, blogging. HAH.
goin to watch qian jing bai fen bai [that disc pretty girl lend me]
hmmmm.....
off to watch.
*poofs

sighs, when will the miracle happen? i need you....





this is my phone, that's all hers

*chao ji da den dan blogging =)


well, today went sun tanning with dex, nor, huilin, qiaoying, diana and andrew.
i got burnt!!
but had lotsa fun.
my face and lips feel so swollen can. *pouts

after that head down to office for appointment with aida.
din managed to close the thingy,
but hopefully when she brings her bf down,
we can close larhs. =))

well,
pretty girl.
sad to say i won't let go.
and you said you won't force me to do things i don't wanna do.
so yar..
i'm gonna wait,
as long as i can.
and as i said,
i wanna fight for this love,
for the so so so precious you,
for the one no one can ever replace.
=))
i'm gonna persist and be strong.
i believe that day will come.
ILU*



presistence will make the impossible, possible

yawns. work
BORING!

and today i ain't in any mood to blog anythingy larhs.. hmm..

tmr sentosa with dexDEAR and gerger and don't know who. =/


i miss you so much

ni yao wo fang kai ni,
wo zhuo bu dao.
ni ye shuo ni zhuo bu dao,
dan wei she mo ni hai shi you zhe yang de jue xin,
shuo bu hui tou,
jiu bu hui tou.

wo de xin hao tong.



compete? see who will give up their decision first,
i'm sure i'll win.
my decision?
to hold on to you and wait as long as i can
i will fight hard for this love, this love that i could never have ever again

work today?
BORING!

i can tell u,
i'm so sick and tired of my job,
and my life! *tsk.

anyways,
met kanie and deb for my eee mian just now. *yums
had been craving for that for very long le. =D

and hor,
pretty girl,
you better appreciate what i've done to help you being able to send pic to ya EMAIL.
keep saying you clever,
also not clever until where.
LOLS.
silly you...

tomorrow gotta wake up darn early,
sians,
gonna bring mum to fourskin's office to clean.
mum's job! she'll be earning 15/hr.
alot huh, but not easy hor!
MY MUM IS THE GREATEST! *MUAHS



am so happy, that i actually got to talk to you on phone just now. *smiles to self

tired tired tired -chants-

WORK WAS HORRID! *frowns hard
bored bored bored bored + no peeps no peeps no peeps + no sales no sales no sales. CRIES.

pretty girl dropped by to pass me the VCD that she said wanna pass to me like don't know how many MILLIONS ZILLIONS years ago. *glares
reallie nice to see you though. =)

met up with sweeties for tau huey at parklane there,
ate pratas and curry chicken!! *yums.
and that's fattening i know. *looks at tummy

took pics! but not alot larhs.
cause nobody seems to want to entertain me abit.
i'm ZHILIAN WHAT!
cannot izzit. hurhurs.


that day, was the first time in my life i've cried happy tears.you know.

work today was horrible,
bored, sales bad, got so badly thrashed by fourskin. *sulks
i hate this.


PRINSEP-ED[PRINS P-ED] and MONKS-ED with all the sweeties after work.
dexDEAR,carrieWOHENMEI,norGERGER and that idert huiling. =)

i tell you,
i reallie so enjoyed with those few idert mentioned up there,
but still,
I ISH LOVING YOU ALLL. =)))

dao hueeeee session tomorrow PLEASE.
[we shall 2 person share a bowl, B-R-O-K-E.]
muaha.


i love you so dearly, still.


pics took today,


me and dexDEAR. =)


me and wohenmei =)


me and dexDEAR again, I ISH LOVING YOU! *MUAHS

goin work in about 5 mins time,
i've thought of somethingy,
so i'll make full use of this 5 mins. lols.

=)

the first day i met you [05/12/03]:
met you at party world ktv, you met up with wabbit than went for me and ben's audition.
can't stop suaning you and make fun of ya nickname given by ben. lols. =)

the 1st movie with you alone:
"love actually". at cine and you were late for 10mins. =x


* i realised i haven't had much memories with you, but just this two is already enough to make me smile, smile for the whole of my life. =) i miss you...

today off!

slept thru all the way till 2++. lols.
went to pay my darn bills and now my line is ALIVE! =D

went down office,
had appointment.
so much more stressful than my very last one,
which is my very 1st.
cause mr dylan was there. -.-||

after that,
caught the show "the day after tomorrow" with miss qingying.
i tell u,
the show is darn NICE!!
=D~~~

den met up with kanie and went back together. =D

that's how my day ends.

i had been thinking of you alot lately, i wonder how have you been doin? haven't been in contact for maybe a day or so? and i miss you so. [whenever i see or think of you, i'll go weak on my knees, there's no way i can stand up strong ever again...]

just came back from ktv with sylvia jie, kanie, fox, aizhen and lili.
am feeling so darn bloated now.
DRANK ALOT! gosh.
thank god i'm not drunk. =/

bought a new shirt from fourskin,
conquer. =D

and latest news,
my hp line got terminated.
so peeps, wan contact me?
hmmm, wait till i pay the bills 1st. LOLS.
*grins

and.....
i miss her....

WOOHOOO.
what a day today.
tired larhs. *sulks

took stock the whole day at work,
what the hell lo.

morning met up with wohenmei at rocky,
AND SHE LATE LO.
ok larhs, actually is i say i gonna be late than she late,
BUT STILL!!
she late lo!! =/
and hor, din know qingying at cine,
tell her i at cine rocky she just pop out from behind.
scared me sials..

met up with gerger after work,
went rocky and drink chocobits AGAIN!
hee.
i'm so in love with chocobits lor..
and i so swear i'm getting sore throat soon. *pouts.

tomorrow work again,
sians.
and wohenmei is not working tmr. *pouts.


i miss you

it has always been you, and it will always be you.
don't you know i'll treat you right?
i'll love you like nobody had before.
i'll give you my best in everything.
i'll give my best for you.


**i'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind.i think about you baby and i dream about you all the time.i'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams and tonight girl it's only you and me. everything i know, and anywhere i go, it gets hard but it won't take away my love, when the last one falls, when it's all said and done, it gets hard but it won't take away my love.** *sighs

wohenmei WORKING WITH ME!!
YAY!!
hee.
tomorrow morning meeting her for chocobits at rocky before goin work. *yums

today work was B-O-R-I-N-G.
no people,
no sales.
KNS!
well well..

met up with bud,roy pal,aizhen,fox,anne,daddy and mummy.
headed to plasma.
wohenmei came along!
than entertainer, tim and beck came along. =D
had fun.
sing sing sing sing sing and SING!

hmmm,
i miss that small little yellow thingy cum pretty girl. =)
sighs.

are we reallie not meant to be?

i reallie envy those loving couples. lols.
don't know why larhs.
but i reallie reallie do envy them. MUAHA.
ok larhs. i'm mad.
CRIES!!

and i have ulcer in my mouth. OUCH!

today work was boring,
elfie din come again.
sighs.
am so scared for her can.

qingying helped me print out the MOM stuff and bring down to my workplace,
so nice of her. THANX! =)
met up with wohenmei and qingying for my break larhs..
ate long johns. =D

hmmm,
after work met up with wohenmei again,
went rocky master to slack.
drank chocobits and mango frost!
i tell u CHOCOBITS IS DARN NICE!!
*am in love.
HEH!!
but the mango frost no nice, sour, so i throw to wohenmei let her drink.
heh!!
had a nice time with you wohenmei. =)

hmmm,
i'm feeling darn bad now.
regarding you know what wohenmei. *sighs.


*poofs


hey, tell me what's happening

pretty girl,
i'm glad you know ahs.
our drinking bet hor!
haven't even drink with me you got drunk. *humpfh

today,
woke up at 3+.
i flew tin and lerrick ah kor's plane. =x
i'm so sorry peeps.
i reallie am.

well,
today off.
elfie din go work again.
sighs.
why like that!!
*no comments

hmmm, met up with mummy,daddy,bud,roy pal,roy pal's bro(timmy),sylvia jie and jo.
qingying n friends came along.
ate at cine long johns and after that head to office for grouping. =)
i swear this session of grouping i've learnt alot,
and reallie whole lots of usefull techniques. =)
am glad i went.
but too bad,
i'm so gonna miss tomorrow one.
*sighs.

tomorrow gotta work,
=/


you're still the one

monks-ed.
was kinda fun. =D
pretty girl came. =)
DEAR and everybody was there! =D

after monks,
headed to GC for a cup of drink and a little bit of hor fun.
after that headed to fullerton(ok whatever i don't know how to spell it) to sit.
sit awhile only rain,
started to be light one,
than the heavier one came by and never leave.
kns.

played in the rain with cal,
got all drenched.
regretted*
now i'm all freezing cold,
even after my bath. *sulks

ok, my eyes are officially gonna shut.
*poofs


i don't know, why would my heart aches?

caught harry potter with jas and elf.
the show is darn good.
CATCH IT! =D

waited so long for elf and jas's NR in the end they decided to take cab.
*yawns.
silly friends i have. =)

work today was boring,
real boring please.
but sales was good! =D
am happy about that.

OHOHOH!! i got myself a spongebob boxer!
and a mambo tee. *grins
am gonna stop all my shoppin here.
FULLS STOP


bud and friends came my shop,
made so much noise!
but i seriously do miss my bud to the max,
and love ya to the max too bud!
you're the best!! (although you will neglect me at times, or maybe always?)
but still...
=) buds for life!


and of course i miss my DEAR larhs. =)
and that pretty girl too. =))))
will see you guys at monks later at night yars? *hugss

off to sleep now, still got work tomorrow.
*still considering if i should join SI.


it's still you

ELFIE JUST WOKE UP AH!
supposed to meet ten with jas and elf for breakfast.
=that pig.

ok,
that's woman's scary.
CRIES.

today 2 new staff came for work,
one full timer and one part timer.
sibin and rene.
i got no comments about them,
lols, i shan't be mean and i shall keept quiet. =x

hmmm,
elfie finally cane work today! =)
my partner in crime! hehheh.
work was ok,
crowd is there,
but once again,
the sales suck big time larhs.
eddie was with us the whole day.
so nice of him to stay with us, lols.
me elf and jas ate the $1 ice cream,
ok, sounded kinda cheapo,
but it's nice k!! =D

syl jie and fel dropped by my work place,
so did jody, nic, nic's gf and lili my entertainer.
so nice to see them! =)

ok, i'm feeling kinda sleepy that's why i might sound like i'm talking like some.. retard.
ya...
so..
off i go to zzzz.

*poofs


you're still a part of me

i swear that pretty girl is darn cute.
lols,
slept in sitting position? muahaha.
and..
thank you from saving me from my nightmare!! =/
and,
PLEASE stop torturing mr fluffy fat cow.
HOR!?! =)

anyways,
today i wake up damn early ahs,
lols.
miracle.
mum n dad's home,
so is my irritating sis.
and they bought breakfast!! =D

trufully,
it's been a long time i've felt so homely. =)

anyways,
off to eat and bathe,
den to WORK!
*yawns

work today was kinda fun.
lols.
sales was good,
for me,
but not mr eddie.
lols.

lazy blog.
*poofs

elfie tell me the bank no open,
today vesek day. =wrong info sials.

IT'S OPENED LARHS!!

*rush to bank

PAY CHEQUE CAME!!
whooohooo..
tomorrow morning will be meetin elfie go bank take $$$$$.
heeheeeheee.

hmmmm,
cheryl lim sorta scolded me yest night.
SORTA.
she was being irritating,
but she definately made sense.
sighs.
well...............
*no comments

hmmm,
i'm gonna change my spect. heh.

drowning myself with work