you caught my eyes not once, not twice, but uncountable times. i like your smile. (:


work today was fine,
but don't know why my left knee hurt so badly today.
god!
somehow or rather, i'm very afraid to go and collect my blood test results.
pray for me peeps!

mos for kayne's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOI!

/later

gorgeous, you definately caught my eye.


HRC was good. (:
got drunk together with the birthday girl.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAL! :) loves

went to the doc today, and he managed to scare me with just one sentence,
"ni de guan jie huai le" (your joints are spoilt)
heading to gym with sister darius tomorrow morning and off to doc again in the afternoon.
let's hope that there's nothing wrong with my god damned knee.

oh,
and my cough is not getting any better too.
i'm weak.

/later

my birthday celebration at hardrock, so sweet of all of those who actually came. ((:

went to gym with darius.
while doing some weights, he made me laugh like hell.
how can you darius!
what if i just let go of the thing and then say byebye to bj.
:/

my cough is still very bad,
so are my knees. :)
sat will be celebrating cal's birthday, going hard rock i guess. :D
so can see the who the who.HEE.


/later

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name

[Chorus]
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you

[Verse 2]
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

[Bridge]
When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go


i can't stop thinking, i can't stop feeling.



morning breakfast meeting with all, sean and evelyn.
what a good start for the day. HA!
fuck.



/later

Augustana - Boston

In the light of the sun,
Is there anyone?
Oh it has begun...
Oh dear, you look so lost,
Your eyes are red
and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed.
You said,

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.

Essential yet appealed,
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field,
When flowers gaze at you,
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you
You said,

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
Well you said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.

She said I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life.
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name.
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly 'em out to Spain. Oh yeah well
I think I'll go to Boston.
I think that I'm just tired.
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind.
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of Sunset,
I hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice, oh yeah.

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,

Boston, where no one knows my name,
Where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name, yeah.

Boston, where no one knows my name.

i love my bros! (:

















can't stop coughing! grrrrrrrrrr.
HARD ROCK ON SAT PLEASE PEOPLE!!






/later

i'm falling sick,
nose can't stop leaking, can't stop coughing.
and my bloody knee, HA!
still as irritating!

i miss my old life,
my life is so boring now please,
i ought to have some fun!! (:

19th is getting nearer and nearer. :D




tommorrow gotta wake up early for work, deliveries. grrrr




/later

my knees are not helping at all,
i woke up not being able to move my both legs. how cool la?
i can feel the extreme tension at my leg muscles and it's fucking painful.
i feel my knee caps are out of place,i can move them around.psst.
the stupid medication is not working. HOW!

i don't love you no more



/later

our trip to JB! (:

momo night

woot!
2 days in a row clubbing!
but was quite boring though, not much drinks and still kena pushed here and there by some stupid smelly guys. grrrrr.
MOS still the best i guess. (:

i need a doc damn badly,
my knees are falling apart soon!
can't walk properly, can't dance properly.
aching every sec of my stupid life, pssst!
irritating like hell!!
)))))):

god, i love this song by JJ.
saranghaeyo.
(:

alrights,
going to sleep soon le i guess.
maybe meeting AJ later for awhile, she'll be alone.
chaos.



/later

And I don't want to do this anymore.
I don't want to be the reason why.
And everytime I walk out the door.
I see her die a little more inside.
And I don't want to hurt her anymore.
I don't want to take away her life.
I don't want to be a murderer.

everything just don't seem right in my life.


momo tomorrow night,with maggie and xx.(and don't know who)
beer drinking competition, $200!!!
(:





/later